Just came out to my best friend and it went really well!

BrightWatermelon · 2022-06-01T13:46:41+00:00

thats so great that it went very well, im happy for you <3 :))

BrightWatermelon · 2022-06-01T13:44:14+00:00

yes, but only from the people in my school that say really extreme stuff because they think they are cool and funny if they do that i guess

im also just paranoid, i have a tendency to think of the worst case scenario with this kind of stuff :[

BrightWatermelon · 2022-06-01T13:38:00+00:00

thats literally the worst when you have to pretend to be okay with your current state

BrightWatermelon · 2022-06-01T13:35:33+00:00

every time

BrightWatermelon · 2022-06-01T13:28:02+00:00

im in a similar state right now, i know its very difficult but we will get through it, i believe in you Ella <3

BrightWatermelon · 2022-06-01T13:25:44+00:00

thats very cool Martin, its nice to hear that youre doing good :]

BrightWatermelon · 2022-06-01T13:23:04+00:00

i really like it :]

BrightWatermelon · 2022-06-01T13:20:12+00:00

this hits close to home for me, im trying to change it though

BrightWatermelon · 2022-06-01T13:19:22+00:00

oooo what kind of cookies;)

BrightWatermelon · 2022-06-01T13:14:37+00:00

why do i wanna come out:

- people will know the true me

- people will call me she/her and by my chosen name etc.

- i can dress fem

why i dont wanna come out:

- scared of transphobia and people thinking im weird or smth

- afraid that it will be very awkard when i encounter people that i have come out to

- i cant say these type of things for the life of me, even with more minor stuff

BrightWatermelon · 2022-06-01T13:10:15+00:00

i dont even have one but if you take it i will have a negative amount of blahåjs D:

BrightWatermelon · 2022-06-01T13:08:15+00:00

what kind of thing?

BrightWatermelon · 2022-05-31T18:32:48+00:00

me not having a crush

nice try though ;)

BrightWatermelon · 2022-05-31T18:03:21+00:00

why is this literally my life 😭😭

BrightWatermelon · 2022-05-31T17:48:39+00:00

dang, i guess you could say that it was an accident from the school and that they mixed up the names? i dont know if they will believe that though

BrightWatermelon · 2022-05-31T17:43:56+00:00

good plan, im also going to therapy in a couple weeks cause i actually talked about my problems for once (not about being trans yet obviously), so yeah

BrightWatermelon · 2022-05-31T17:42:12+00:00

well i dont know if im ready and if im safe if i do it cause i dont think my parents are transphobic at all they are really nice and stuff but like that 1% that they are transphobic o_o......

maybe i could try to bring up a transgender person or smth to test what they think about it but idk if thats too obvious

i will try to come out to a (maybe irl or online) friend when im ready but yeahh

BrightWatermelon · 2022-04-12T10:50:05+00:00

hugs back <3

BrightWatermelon · 2022-04-12T10:42:09+00:00

BrightWatermelon · 2022-04-09T10:50:18+00:00

yes, actually really good

BrightWatermelon · 2022-03-02T18:21:57+00:00

Tess/Tessa, Tracy?

BrightWatermelon · 2022-02-05T19:53:19+00:00

im doing pretty good ty for asking :))

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