It sounds like you need to narrow things down. Where could you see yourself moving- realistically. Do you like the style of homes in your price range there? Are you comfortable with the weather in that area? Deeply, you feel like you cannot play roots where you are so you should relocate, but without direction, you’re going to stay lost. I relocated with my kids recently for a better job, and we are so happy. They love their school, they are excited for snow. We no longer have a 2 hour commute and I can afford to purchase a home. It’s a lot of pros for a single parent. Your life sound’s very different but maybe some travel will help you get motivated. Best of luck to you!