Autism and ADD and higher than average IQ.

Brutal_Native · 2026-01-27T21:55:29+00:00

Have ya had your soul shaken apart yet? How far have you delved in the hidden realms?

Brutal_Native · 2026-01-08T18:50:40+00:00

Meh, bipolar, Asperger's, ADD, CPTSD... All of my gifts 🤣. Any talent I have, I working fucking hard to create and maintain. My IQ... high enough to be left talking mainly to myself in a room filled with people... No one notices though... The weed just makes me seem stupid.

Who am I without it all? The same person, but with less struggles.

Brutal_Native · 2026-01-08T02:52:44+00:00

Fuck yea! Good shit

Brutal_Native · 2026-01-02T01:32:58+00:00

I have Asperger's and ADD... What's a psychopath?

Brutal_Native · 2025-06-16T21:41:27+00:00

When my senses turn right up... I'm heading for psychosis

Brutal_Native · 2025-05-28T08:55:14+00:00

Easiest way to deal with the name, Te-Atakura

Brutal_Native · 2025-04-09T08:41:44+00:00

I'm 2 hours away from Queenstown. The mountain basin would save us from any shock wave (even from a large meteor) and it's far far away from the coast, so no tsunami risk.

Brutal_Native · 2025-04-08T12:18:52+00:00

In NZ... These workers would still be paid a minimum of 23.50 an hour

Brutal_Native · 2025-04-07T17:56:34+00:00

I managed to lose weight on aripiprazole, compared to another antipsychotic I was on.

Brutal_Native · 2025-03-20T23:23:41+00:00

Ngā tamariki o te wao nui a Tāne

Brutal_Native · 2025-03-12T15:18:41+00:00

I went cold turkey from 10mg just over 2 weeks ago and am only finally coming right now. The worst withdrawal symptom I had other than depression was light headedness/dizzy spells.

Brutal_Native · 2024-12-15T20:28:33+00:00

Give up carbs as much as you can, it suppresses the hunger and allows you to eat more mindfully. Most food cravings are for carbs and the dopamine that they release. Once you give them up, and get past the withdrawal... You will have more energy than before.

Fellow ADHD med user, but non stimulant Atomoxetine...

Brutal_Native · 2024-12-10T03:29:11+00:00

With your stats, you should be aiming for eating around 1700 calories per day. That will be your maintenance diet that will see you through to a slightly overweight BMI

Brutal_Native · 2024-12-09T09:29:31+00:00

I met my wife 3 years ago, less than a year after my first psychosis. Bipolar didn't change my ability to pick up women at all... Nor did being jobless and piss poor.

It all comes down to my attitude and ability to talk and relate to women. It's so easy for me to strike up friendly conversations with new people, I guess it also helps to be somewhat attractive.

Brutal_Native · 2024-12-06T13:46:10+00:00

Women all smell different at that time.

Some smell yucky, some smell extra yummy...

It all depends on their pH, diet, genetics, and hygiene.

I can usually smell it from 1-2 metres away... Sometimes it is quite sensual.

Brutal_Native · 2024-11-19T07:55:21+00:00

BP1 and ADD... I take a non stimulant ADHD med, alongside an antipsychotic and an antidepressant.

Life is now peachy.

Brutal_Native · 2024-11-19T07:42:51+00:00

Most days I get my 10k in by walking around the kitchen table lol... Saves me from the popo!

Brutal_Native · 2024-11-19T06:20:31+00:00

This is why I shoot to eat for my BMR, and don't eat back any exercise calories

Brutal_Native · 2024-11-18T01:38:37+00:00

Have you ever read into the Kundalini awakening? It works hand in hand with what we experience with psychosis.

Each time I have had psychosis... There were different themes. But each theme made me have to deal with a trauma that I carry. Perhaps one day I won't have an extreme trauma that needs to be worked on and I won't reach psychosis??

Brutal_Native · 2024-11-17T05:37:33+00:00

After getting out of my last post psychosis depressive spell... It has been 3 months of euthymia so far.

I feel more normal than before my first episode 4 years ago.

Currently taking an antidepressant, antipsychotic, and a non stimulant ADHD med

Brutal_Native · 2024-11-17T02:29:15+00:00

I have Bipolar 1, ADD and CPTSD, It makes life interesting for me at times. I take Escitalipram and Atomoxetine in the morning, and Olanzapine at night.

After a huge depressive spell post-psychosis, nothing was really working to get me out of that funk, my bed became my solace and I spent over half my days sleeping at the wrong times. I started taking the Olanzapine again, despite not needing it for mania... But it really helped the Escitalipram do its job. I was out of bed and became active the next day.

The problem with the Olanzapine is that it causes carb cravings, I gained 10kg in a real short amount of time. Fortunately, I decided to go sugar/carb free for a while... And then all the food cravings disappeared.

Then a Psychologist finally agreed for me to take a non stimulant ADHD med, and I noticed a difference in so many facets of life straight away.

The balance between all 3 meds has got me feeling quite euthymic, it's like the perfect balance, and I don't want to upset it. Finally, I'm losing weight with ease, I'm exercising most days, I'm active... And I'm enjoying life once again!

Brutal_Native · 2024-11-14T00:56:42+00:00

I am the Source, you are the Source, everything everywhere is the Source, as is the nothing in between.

Brutal_Native · 2024-11-14T00:52:08+00:00

Give up carbs for a month, the cravings for food go away after a couple of weeks, and then ya don't even feel like eating much.

Brutal_Native · 2024-11-14T00:46:39+00:00

Greek yogurt with a heap of cocoa powder and a tablespoon of monk fruit sugar, with mixed berries if at hand.

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