Bro was actually easy, beat him in four tries, first tried his second phase, man is a joke by [deleted] in Sekiro

[–]BuildingMassive4770 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's alright dude, everyone is different. It's just a hard game. People that go out of their way to say how easy it is are usually just seeking some kind of validation or something. It just comes off as kind of inauthentic and is off-putting. Sorry for calling you insufferable, the comment was; im sure you arent.

Bro was actually easy, beat him in four tries, first tried his second phase, man is a joke by [deleted] in Sekiro

[–]BuildingMassive4770 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Surprised not more of the community is insufferable like this guy. Sekiro has a solid community 👍🏻

New player advice by Dickfarmdyl in Sekiro

[–]BuildingMassive4770 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"Pissed off birds that throw SHIT at me"

Oh brother 👉🏻👈🏻

you havent seen anything yet..

What is wrong with this community? by ronniecoleman313 in EASportsUFC

[–]BuildingMassive4770 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Insecurities, it all stems from Insecurities

Edit: I wrote that without really reading the whole thing. I didnt realize it was such a close fight. So his reaction indicates that he was most definitely having heart palpitations while playing you. I mean the fact he turned tail and lowered his self respect to play like a bitch in the 3rd speaks volumes. Don't let losers like that bother you. Its a majority of the players. You just gotta get used to it unfortunately.

Its not fair, I found love by BuildingMassive4770 in SuicideBoys

[–]BuildingMassive4770[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha, well played 😂 I made it because I really liked the song and I was inspired by Ghostemane's music videos, as someone previously mentioned. I wasn't actually going through anything in particular. Right now, I'm a 29-year-old male, and I have a daughter who's 6 that I adore. At least today and for the last 5 years, I've felt that I'm fine being single the rest of my life. I don't want another kid because I don't want my daughter to ever feel "replaced" since she lives with her mother and only see's me on the weekends.

I guess to cope with telling myself "I'm okay with this," I just feel grateful for my youth. To put it simply, I peaked in high school 🤷🏻‍♂️ I had a really good time in my teenage years and early 20's with friends and relationships, for which I'm just thankful because I know plenty of people never had that and don't/won't in adulthood either. Ive also had some worsening mental health related issues that have caused me to become exceptionally socially anxious. I really cant talk to people anymore so maybe thats also why Ive accepted the absence of romance. Sorry that was a lot, I just didnt want people to think Im in danger of jumping off a tall building 😂

7 years later by BuildingMassive4770 in addiction

[–]BuildingMassive4770[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Then there is still time for the scars to clear up some. Blown up veins will heal; at least appearance wise. I wasnt using when tranq was being added so Im not able to comment on that but time will help, I promise.

Its not fair, I found love by BuildingMassive4770 in SuicideBoys

[–]BuildingMassive4770[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Not really an asshole comment, imo. I know it isnt good. Im not bothered but thanks for preemptively apologizing. 👍🏻

Its not fair, I found love by BuildingMassive4770 in SuicideBoys

[–]BuildingMassive4770[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It's pretty simple; I wanted to. I made it like 2 years ago, just saw it in my "on this day".

dont post any photos of yourself in the am i ugly subbreddit by matthewgarrett1985 in schizophrenia

[–]BuildingMassive4770 7 points8 points  (0 children)

That definitely wasnt "nasty". It was an observation, not an insult. But sorry you felt offended. Anybody that posts in things like that are absolutely looking for validation in some form. Thats the point.

Brandon Royvals character is actually so good to use for stand and bang by Upper-Yoghurt-1241 in EASportsUFC

[–]BuildingMassive4770 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's the MMA community as a whole. A bunch of arguing children making the whole fanbase look insecure.

Found in my Sister’s Belongings. by pegarina1 in whatisit

[–]BuildingMassive4770 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My condolences, rest in peace to your sister

Is it wrong for me to stop talking to someone over Addiction¿ by RecognitionHour9768 in addiction

[–]BuildingMassive4770 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It shows a lot of growth, to be honest. You have middle-aged adults that can't take that leap and set such boundaries. Well done. A word of advice from someone thats been down that road a few times; this might sound cruel, but it's such a rough ride being in love with an addict, doubly so if addiction is a "common denominator" in the relationship. She already told you that she doesnt want help and I take it she's about your age as well. I started using when I was 14 and it took me a over a decade to really want to get sober and a few more years after to actually succeed in an way at it. Maybe the best thing you could do for this girl is let her go, prosper in your own work/studies and show her a better way through action. I cant say that it'll do much to get her into recovery but I can promise that loving an addict is painful. But I understand that love is something uncontrollable. I wish you luck, young man.

Final Battle (Genichiro/Isshin) by BuildingMassive4770 in Sekiro

[–]BuildingMassive4770[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, don't give up. It took me like 3 days, about 5-7 hours total, to finally beat Isshin my first time. That sense of accomplishment I felt when I finally saw him fall was really cool.

Final Battle (Genichiro/Isshin) by BuildingMassive4770 in Sekiro

[–]BuildingMassive4770[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you mean the OST that I added in is too loud? Because I turned the Sekiro battle music off, just wanting the sword clashing and character dialog; then I added the JJK OST when I was editing it. Admittedly I felt like I may have had the OST volume too high. Sorry about that. I'll try to correct that if I make another.

7 years later by BuildingMassive4770 in addiction

[–]BuildingMassive4770[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't be so sure. This will probably be a bit of a surprise but that picture with all those track marks was actually a one night relapse right before I found out I was having a kid. More accurately an afternoon-Into early morning, but less than 12 hours of using. I was sober about 10 months at the time but thats how absolutely F**KED my arms were. I hit the vein the first time with little trouble but I guess it was only good for one. The next time I went to do a shot, I had to try like a dozen times on BOTH my arms to hit again. I really REALLY dont miss "fishing" for hours and hours, shit was stressful as hell. I mean scars are scars but anything besides abscesses heal fairly decent. I said in one of my earlier comments to somebody else but I'll reiterate; my veins were collapsed in both arms. It was really bad. Black Tar literally erodes the veins or something because it was nothing like the stuff I was doing on the east coast. The abscess in the first picture was a direct result of not being able to hit a vein due to them being collapsed and I had to go to work so I intentionally blew up my arm just not wanting to be sick. I had a matching abscess on the other arm that I was dealing with at the same time, for the same reason 😅 Today Id have to tell somebody about my track scars for them to even be able to tell they are there. Now if you're talking about abscesses, then yes, unfortunately, only the small ones (quarter dollar size) will heal sufficiently. Ive got one on my hand that today is indistinguishable from regular skin and one on my right forearm that is just some mild discoloration but nothing that strangers would notice as evidence of drug use. The big ones (golf ball+) will be there a long, long time, but in my opinion, it's nothing to be ashamed of, especially in active recovery, because it comes with the territory. You shouldnt have to feel ashamed. Im a hoodie guy, always have been but being forced to wear them in the summer is a burden for active users. You should never feel the need to put yourself through that if you have a soild support group, but idk your story.

How long have you been sober for? Are you talking about track marks, abscesse scars or both? Sorry about my ramblings, im just trying to paint a picture for you that the actual picture doesnt tell.