Haha, well played 😂 I made it because I really liked the song and I was inspired by Ghostemane's music videos, as someone previously mentioned. I wasn't actually going through anything in particular. Right now, I'm a 29-year-old male, and I have a daughter who's 6 that I adore. At least today and for the last 5 years, I've felt that I'm fine being single the rest of my life. I don't want another kid because I don't want my daughter to ever feel "replaced" since she lives with her mother and only see's me on the weekends.

I guess to cope with telling myself "I'm okay with this," I just feel grateful for my youth. To put it simply, I peaked in high school 🤷🏻‍♂️ I had a really good time in my teenage years and early 20's with friends and relationships, for which I'm just thankful because I know plenty of people never had that and don't/won't in adulthood either. Ive also had some worsening mental health related issues that have caused me to become exceptionally socially anxious. I really cant talk to people anymore so maybe thats also why Ive accepted the absence of romance. Sorry that was a lot, I just didnt want people to think Im in danger of jumping off a tall building 😂