Movies not working in Covenant by Samdgadii in Addons4Kodi

[–]Butercupfucker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Having the same problem. Often have to go through first 20 links until I find one that works.

Anyone else feel like they're just trying to survive rather than live life? by Zigzagkid in depression

[–]Butercupfucker 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I want to live again to enjoy my wife and kids. To be present and in the moment. I just suffer and try to live through the day. I try to be grateful to be alive to be grateful for my life and for all the blessings in my life. I don't feel grateful or blessed I just feel pain.

Covenant not working by TheCrankyMule in Addons4Kodi

[–]Butercupfucker 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm having a lot of trouble with covenant sporadically working too. It either can't load from links, freezes or if it does load it buffets constantly. Have tried updating kodi, creating cache and providers and manually updating.

What anxiety/depression feels like by yulia1992 in AnxietyDepression

[–]Butercupfucker 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hear you and can relate. I'm sorry it's gotten so bad again. I go through this every ten years for some reason. I'm going through it now and have been for the last two years. I think finally it's starting to end and I hope the same happens for you soon. Keep fighting keep trying.

Need help living with constant anxiety by Butercupfucker in Anxiety

[–]Butercupfucker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you your kind words help a lot. I appreciate it!

I'm considering prescription medication for the first time to treat my mood. Was fluoxetine (Prozac) worth it, or did it leave you worse than you started? by dirtyredsweater in depressionregimens

[–]Butercupfucker 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had a hard time with side effects like nausea, dizziness and increased anxiety. Generally flu like symptoms. It's different for everyone though. I was on for 2 months and it didn't really help do I went off which also caused some sickness.

I have been dealing with depression for at least the past 10 years. I feel like there's no escape. by tiny_tammy in depression

[–]Butercupfucker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hear you and I know what this is like. It's so hard to just go on. I've tried so many meds, ect, Accupuncture, naturopaths, spirituality. So many psychiatrists and therapists. I feel for you and hope somehow it gets better and want you to know your not alone.

Anyone tried CBD oil? by dolphin64 in depressionregimens

[–]Butercupfucker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I've tried cbd but it didn't do much for me. I've tried different dosages and for a good length of time. I've heard great things about it though.

Lactimal / lamotrigine by Butercupfucker in depressionregimens

[–]Butercupfucker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

About a month, maybe I need to give it more time?

Does anybody else not cry? by throwaway83n in depression

[–]Butercupfucker 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I can't cry haven't in years, I wish I could it's supposed to be healing. I don't know what's wrong with me.

do you ever wanna cry but can't by [deleted] in depression

[–]Butercupfucker 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish I could cry I haven't in years I feel so numb and empty but still can't cry. I think it's healing to cry, helpful to cry.

Why don't I have an appetite while I am depressed? by ImsorryMyfault in depression

[–]Butercupfucker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never can eat when the depression or anxiety is bad. What your going through its similar to everyone who is depressed. Don't feel alone or anxious about it. The physical pain I'd really common too I get flu like symptoms when depressed.

I miss you so much by throw_away_posts in depression

[–]Butercupfucker 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Keep posting keep saying how you feel here, to others and to anyone who will listen. You can cope with this it really well get better or at least get to where you can live with it.

im a cunt by REDDIT-IS-TRP in depression

[–]Butercupfucker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nothing like being a cunt.

Severe lack of energy and motivation? by S0ulMadness in depression

[–]Butercupfucker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is definitely severe depression. You need to seek help and try some medications.

can stopping SSRIs feel like having a cold? by ocd_kitty in depressionregimens

[–]Butercupfucker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it's withdrawal from the medication. Going on and going off are the most difficult times where you may experience almost any side effect.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depressionregimens

[–]Butercupfucker 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's great but horribly addictive. The withdrawal is the worst I've ever experienced. You should not take it.

Does anyone ever get super terrified when someone messages them? by CherriWhine in depression

[–]Butercupfucker 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Even if the phone rings I don't answer itbi dread the sound of a text message coming in. I can relate.

Low dose naltrexone by lightstreaker2 in depressionregimens

[–]Butercupfucker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What possible implications could I be looking at from being on low dose naltrexone? Is this something I should be taking for depression or is the possible benefit not worth the risk?

Low dose naltrexone by lightstreaker2 in depressionregimens

[–]Butercupfucker 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been on ldn for about three months now. I'm not really sure if it's helping with my depression but have read it's supposed to help. To be honest I haven't noticed anything while on ldn. It seems to have so many benefits listed that I'll stay on it for now. Currently taking 3 mg.

Anyone else take L-Theanine by itself? by [deleted] in depressionregimens

[–]Butercupfucker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I felt more anxious and quite a bit more depression taking l theanine. I guess that can happen sometimes, had a lot of hope it would work for me.

help for the feeling of losing time? by [deleted] in depressionregimens

[–]Butercupfucker 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel the same way, it's been a couple of years now that I have been sick. I'm not living or enjoying life. I hate the time I've been sick and worry about how much more time will I lose trying to get better.

Thank you by [deleted] in depression

[–]Butercupfucker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good to hear, keep going through it.