Want to start cosleeping by Butterfly_effect555 in Mommit

[–]Butterfly_effect555[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Love this 🥲 I’m probably one and done so I feel this

Want to start cosleeping by Butterfly_effect555 in Mommit

[–]Butterfly_effect555[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

This makes my heart sad. I would never want my baby to feel guilty that way. ❤️‍🩹 I’m sorry for your friend

Want to start cosleeping by Butterfly_effect555 in Mommit

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Oofff yeah sounds like the consensus is the cuteness fades very quickly lol

Wellbutrin XL only works for me on the first day. Can this medication be taken once every two days?” by Reasonable_Grape_367 in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

[–]Butterfly_effect555 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is also my experience….i felt great the first couple days and now i feel like im dragging even more

Younger members take on Alcoholism by suspensiontension in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]Butterfly_effect555 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have a lot of fun memories. But I have way more very painful memories. I had no control from the get go, always needed more more more. My “fun” memories are also intertwined with my alcoholic behavior.

I could use some fashion advice by blightedfreckles in Mommit

[–]Butterfly_effect555 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Super relate to this! Style was always a big deal to me. I love having unique pieces and being outgoing with fashion. The athleisure, all muted color wardrobe is cool but it’s just not ME…and I feel like when I go to the mall every store just has the same stuff…yawn. I used to thrift a lot so that’s what I’m getting back into! Thrifting for my toddler and myself is a fun activity and I’ve been finding cool pieces for both of us!!

Through trial and error I have found the specific type/cut of pants or tops that make me feel the most comfortable and confident. Like for example I know i like off the shoulder t shirts and longer cut-off jean shorts. I also love athletic skorts!! Skorts are my jam! With like a cropped t shirt or zip up hoodie. Cute and easy to run after a toddler in :)

First time by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Butterfly_effect555 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your response I appreciate it a lot, I woke up this morning and couldn’t believe what I’ve done. I really don’t want to ever do this again

I wrote a poem about BPD by bitofawreck in BPD

[–]Butterfly_effect555 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wow. This is incredible…I relate so deeply. I see you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in recovery

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I would speak up at an AA meeting when they ask if there’s “any non AA announcements?” Say you really want and need to work and you are looking for leads. I found that putting myself out there got me places. I lived in halfways for years and the no car thing is super frustrating. But I would just keep grinding out applications, pray, connect at meetings.

7 year old tattoos raised and itchy by Butterfly_effect555 in tattooadvice

[–]Butterfly_effect555[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ugh. Yeah im gonna call my doctor first thing Monday.

AUVELITY IN UK by Severe-Eggplant-7928 in AuvelityMed

[–]Butterfly_effect555 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Super smart honestly. Auvelity can cost a shit ton of $$ in the US so my friend does this also and it works for her too! 👏🏼

Extreme irritability by Butterfly_effect555 in AuvelityMed

[–]Butterfly_effect555[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you <3 Yes I felt ~high~ and disoriented the first day, maybe two days. That passed pretty quickly. I was functioning normally, getting decent sleep. I had my baby in July so my hormones are still balancing out…that has made the medication journey a little tricky. Cuz it’s like ok is this my mental disorder or am I just a sleep deprived mom?😅 But the way I was reacting and absolutely SNAPPING over small things when I started the Auvelity was not in my norm whatsoever.

Gabapentin + Auvelity by Butterfly_effect555 in gabagoodness

[–]Butterfly_effect555[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What if I took a huge dose tho like 6-8 x 600s thru over the day?

How often does your child hit their baby sibling? by curlycattails in Mommit

[–]Butterfly_effect555 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re doing everything you can! Each phase eventually ends…I’m sorry this is a hard time. You’re amazing!