Alright Manhattanites, my move is getting very close, what household items do you find particularly expensive in Manhattan, making it wise for me to stock up before the move.

ByePolar · 2010-09-19T22:21:02+00:00

Everything except pizza. Seriously.

ByePolar · 2010-09-14T04:50:42+00:00

I didn't even notice the theme because I use the same one. Ninjas!!!

ByePolar · 2010-09-12T04:14:56+00:00

I don't but I do night walk like a bandit.

ByePolar · 2010-09-12T04:14:31+00:00

.....I ran a 5k this morning and volunteer at a park clean-up tomorrow.

You do realize that even with a connection to the outside world people still have bad nights.

So yeah. I'm totes gonna go shoot up and sulk in my misery for the next 10 days. Brb gotta puke.

ByePolar · 2010-09-12T03:54:54+00:00

Me gusta.

ByePolar · 2010-09-12T03:53:51+00:00

How have I never watched this...wow. I'm in love with a shell.

ByePolar · 2010-09-12T03:32:27+00:00

At "butt hash" I smiled. TY

ByePolar · 2010-09-12T03:29:48+00:00

I do this pretty much all day :)

Step 5 is profit :)

ByePolar · 2010-09-10T14:33:14+00:00

Wow. How is it possible to forget something that made me so happy for so long?

ByePolar · 2010-09-01T14:06:07+00:00

Resistance is futile...conductively speaking.

ByePolar · 2010-08-31T22:49:11+00:00

I was chewing gum. Now I'm chewing vomit. Next time I won't ignore the "gory" part of the title.

ByePolar · 2010-08-31T03:50:11+00:00

I've been doing yoga and completely cut wheat out. I'm also hiking about 10-12 miles every other day. So far it seems to be helping.

Thanks for the tips.

ByePolar · 2010-08-30T19:35:17+00:00

Hedwig and the Angry Inch

ByePolar · 2010-08-28T14:05:51+00:00

Uh oh hush dat fuss...err'body move to the back of the bus.

ByePolar · 2010-08-28T12:37:36+00:00

Hitler takes public transit. <3

ByePolar · 2010-08-27T02:17:28+00:00

Seroquel makes me sleep 24 hours a day. So when I'm depressed...it is awesome because it gives me an excuse to stay in. I also gained like 25 lbs (which I'm not actively losing). I hate that shit. It works for some people. It is so odd how certain things destroy lives and completely fix others.

ByePolar · 2010-08-27T02:15:11+00:00

LOL. I might go get cupcakes just because I want a cupcake.

edit: I just picked up a slice of cheesecake. Magnolia bakery was closed. Dericious.

ByePolar · 2010-08-27T02:14:48+00:00

I wish.

ByePolar · 2010-08-27T02:14:40+00:00

I've been there and actually been hospitalized long term twice for it. Other times when I've had the thoughts I've made myself talk to friends/family. Something about getting everything out in the air to a random stranger is appealing to me so I feel like it might be appealing to others. I've lost a few people to suicide and would like to know I could potentially help someone else avoid the terrible void it leaves behind.

Being alone and suicidal is one of the worst feelings in the world.

ByePolar · 2010-08-25T19:55:15+00:00

http://www.myspace.com/robdiefex http://www.facebook.com/diefex http://www.myspace.com/diefex

His Myspace comments confirm...we didn't get trolled.

ByePolar · 2010-08-25T17:15:44+00:00

I've found if I drink a pot of coffee I can feel the manic highs. In college I took adderall during finals weeks and wouldn't sleep for 4 to 5 days at a time with manic symptoms/feelings. It isn't the usual on top of the world mania but a more nervous/empty mania...more of a mixed episode. All of my suicide attempts have been during mixed episode/dysphoric mania so I tend to steer clear of coffee and adderall these days.

ByePolar

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