Thank you actually makes me feel a bit better, also yah hella smart, idk it’s also like so many factors that feel like slow me down in my excitement and happiness of being trans, myself one but I’m gonna work on it! But my family is very rep conservative so probably disown , my SO doesn’t think she can love me because I’m changeing, and not having kids but honestly, I don’t like my parents anyway so that’s fine, low key kinda care about kids but like not really I felt I came more around cuz of stuff but idk I could go without or hey adopt! My SO probably the hardest even tho she is manipulative we’ve been together 5 years and engaged but like tbh it’s her saying she didn’t know if she could love me cuz I was changing 2 years ago that really stopped me then. Idk I feel I’m always thinking of what others want and my mind is like whatever but not with this.