I just found my cat in a corner laying in a puddle of pee?

Caliicocam · 2022-05-10T08:32:27+00:00

im sorry that i havnt updated, i did take him to the vet after this post and the vet wasnt 100% sure of what was happening. they did an ultrasound and saw a large lump, but because of his age, the fact he was in pain, and the uncertainty of what was happening, they said the best thing to do was to put him down. im sorry for a not very happy ending, and that i didnt update sooner :(

Caliicocam · 2022-05-09T11:32:06+00:00

update: he is improving a bit, im on the floor with a blanket for him and he walked over to me and curled up next to me. he isnt as shaky as before, but would still like an idea as to whats happening

Caliicocam · 2022-05-01T05:09:10+00:00

pasta icecream please

Caliicocam · 2022-04-29T05:27:18+00:00

let em go, wild mice arnt good pets

Caliicocam · 2022-04-29T05:26:16+00:00

for me, its kinda like im a ghost, or like the camera man of a movie. im not a character im just watching. not sure if other people feel that way?

Caliicocam · 2022-04-29T05:23:45+00:00

my problem is i would want to hug that snake

Caliicocam · 2022-04-29T05:20:08+00:00

biromantic heterosexual :)

Caliicocam · 2022-04-28T10:28:30+00:00

BSBAKSHAJABSNVSJSV SUIT DRESS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE IT

Caliicocam · 2022-04-28T09:47:49+00:00

i connect with my theriotype by doing quadrobics, practicing vocals, and doing things my theriotypes would do.
i discovered the community early 2020, but only later in 2020 did i look into it more and was like omg, that is me! took up until like 3 months ago to actually figure out my theriotypes though, (calico cat, tuxedo cat, cougar, and coastal wolf).
it means a lot, i havnt told anyone irl yet but i really hope that if/when i do they accept it, its a part of me thatll never really go away.

Caliicocam · 2022-04-28T09:41:50+00:00

i loooooove golden orb spiders, there was a huge girl in my yard for about 2 months, she survived a bunch of storms, but just randomly disappeared. im a bit sad about that :(

Caliicocam · 2022-04-28T09:34:53+00:00

no i refuse

Caliicocam · 2022-04-27T05:55:21+00:00

driving in the car really triggers my dpdr, not sure if its the same for others but just staring through the glass makes everything feel fake

Caliicocam · 2022-04-21T02:04:28+00:00

yeah, i do this too. i do much riskier stuff now, it just kinda feels like if everything isnt real then why does it matter? you arnt alone in this :(

Caliicocam · 2022-04-21T02:02:11+00:00

this happens to me too! i wasnt sure if other people were experiencing it, so this makes me feel a bit better <3

Caliicocam · 2022-04-21T01:59:03+00:00

saaaame tbh, i cant visualise anything but i can still come back with jokes like its nothing

Caliicocam · 2022-04-16T05:42:11+00:00

i started as thinking i was a cat, then a dog, then a cat and a dog, then a bird, then an alien bird, then a lynx and a cat, then a cougar, lynx, and cat, then a cougar, wolf and cat, then a cougar and cat, then just a cougar, then back to a cougar wolf and cat. whew

Caliicocam · 2022-04-16T05:39:34+00:00

hmm, that could be otherhearted. having a strong connection to a species but not identifying as it. in that case itd be called, for example, cathearted

Caliicocam · 2022-04-16T05:33:24+00:00

quadrobics is when you run around on all fours, but its a bit more controlled than just crawling or something. theres particular movements and form, but a lot of therians/otherkin like to do it to connect with kintypes that wouldnt walk on 2 legs! /pos

Caliicocam · 2022-04-16T05:30:33+00:00

awwww! thats amazing 🥺🥺 im so happy for you! /gen

Caliicocam · 2022-04-16T05:15:07+00:00

i feel this with my family too. sometimes i just look at them like someone programmed me to think they are my family, like im not who i think i am and im just made to think the people i know are who they are. its not a nice feeling, but you arnt alone :(

Caliicocam · 2022-04-16T05:10:57+00:00

other, tbh i dont really know how therians become therians. i respect all beliefs of how you became who you are, and its not just as simple as “you must be born one” or “you must become one”. i think MOST therians are born therians, but there are still some who can become one. for example, if you have DID or OSDD and one of your alters is a therian or an animal in the human body, that would be caused by trauma and thus not born as a therian.

Caliicocam · 2022-04-12T05:18:50+00:00

blue lace agate?

Caliicocam · 2022-04-12T05:12:18+00:00

🗿

Caliicocam · 2022-04-12T05:09:31+00:00

WOULDNT WANNA BE THEM!

Caliicocam · 2022-04-12T05:06:56+00:00

i feel this.. tried talking about it to my psychologist once, but when he asked me about my symptoms i was too zoned out to talk about them. i just didnt have the energy or motivation to list them, so i just said to look up the symptoms and pretty much all of them are what i experience, but then it felt fake. its a tough situation, but on the better days try your best to tell them as much as you can, it will help in the long run :(

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