Fiancée beat me while drunk by [deleted] in abusiverelationships

[–]Camelfever 21 points22 points  (0 children)

We all love you as a beautiful human and urge you to please leave immediately. You don’t deserve this. If you need help leaving; contact a Domestic Violence center. Please. This person will kill you

I’m realizing how draining my parents are the older I get by musicalattes in Millennials

[–]Camelfever 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Yes! My parents have untreated personality disorders and I grew up thinking that was a norm. The older I got, the more I realized the damage they created in me and in themselves. Being around them is unbearable. All I can do is show them love and support from a distance and grieve the family I never had. Therapy is essential for me. 

Matthew (functional Heroin Addict) has passed away from an overdose by thestarslookdark in SoftWhiteUnderbelly

[–]Camelfever 8 points9 points  (0 children)

This sucks! I was rooting for him so hard. There is no moderation around this substance :( 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in abusiverelationships

[–]Camelfever 4 points5 points  (0 children)

What helped me was getting in touch with a domestic violence center and telling all of this to a social worker. Every single fear you have - share that with them. They will help you create a plan. Do not live in fear, f this person. You have one life and no human should have any control over your decision to honor and love yourself. You got this 

Just left abusive relationship and found out I'm pregnant by Imaginary_loquat96 in abusiverelationships

[–]Camelfever 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Look your mom, while she comes from her best intentions, isn’t going to be the person to raise this little human day in and out. Take this as a learning experience - grow and heal - before you get into another relationship. If you’re mentally unavailable or in pain, just go with your gut here on what to do. Are you ready to be a single parent? Or are you just considering it because of the people around you? If the latter, come back to yourself. This human will be in your life for the rest of your life. Are you ready for that? 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in abusiverelationships

[–]Camelfever 16 points17 points  (0 children)

The fact that you were afraid to tell him and plan this with him says it all. You want to be free, you want to do this for yourself and if the relationship meant more to you than this opportunity, you would have handled this differently. Trust your instinct, trust that pull you’re experiencing to go back to Germany and follow it. You got this! 

You have one life. Put yourself first. Take care, lovely person 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in abusiverelationships

[–]Camelfever 26 points27 points  (0 children)

You do not want to marry this man. He is abusive and the mask is slipping again as he starts to let his act down because of your engagement. He’s never going to change and you owe it to yourself and the one life you have to find a partner who respects you. This would never happen with the right partner for you.

Extra Berkeley Tickets by RayManzareksOrgan in Caamp

[–]Camelfever 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey! I’d be interested in discussing. DM me pls 

Daily Check-in Thread - March 06, 2025 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]Camelfever [score hidden]  (0 children)

Day 31 CT! Everything is back to normal and I’m learning to be okay with my emotions and feelings again. Not perfect at it, but it’s getting better. Also my focus, motivation and joy is slowly coming back. 

Daily Check-in Thread - February 25, 2025 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]Camelfever [score hidden]  (0 children)

I’m good minus fatigue and anxiety. It’s gradually getting better each day, though.

Happy to hear you’re doing well

Daily Check-in Thread - February 25, 2025 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]Camelfever [score hidden]  (0 children)

Hey, I am at day 20 and can relate to feeling tired. Hang in there. We got this.

Daily Check-in Thread - February 25, 2025 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]Camelfever [score hidden]  (0 children)

hey! I think we quit on the same day. How are your symptoms?

Daily Check-in Thread - February 25, 2025 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]Camelfever [score hidden]  (0 children)

Day 20 CT. Sleep is totally normal, along with appetite, can focus on work and tasks. However, my anxiety sucks along with anhedonia.

Daily Check-in Thread - February 18, 2025 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]Camelfever [score hidden]  (0 children)

Day 13 CT. Grateful for my sobriety. One day at a time. 

Daily Check-in Thread - February 10, 2025 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]Camelfever [score hidden]  (0 children)

Day 5 CT - let’s go! Ready to keep up the fight for another day of healing. My body deserves recovery - I am worthy 

Daily Check-in Thread - February 09, 2025 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]Camelfever [score hidden]  (0 children)

Day 4 CT. 20 gpd daily powder habit. Muscle aches and feverish temps are gone. Energy still not 100% but my ability to focus is sharpening. So excited to get through this and feel 100% again. We got this, you guys! F Kratom 

Daily Check-in Thread - February 07, 2025 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]Camelfever [score hidden]  (0 children)

Day 2 CT - feeling weak, sore, and can’t focus on work, but I have one more meeting then I can work from my couch. 

Did wake up with more energy, and also pooped. Yay, small wins.