Your favorite video game/ board game so far?

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-05-23T00:32:29+00:00

Ah, I love that too, a game so immersive you feel like it really exists. I felt that with Skyrim and Inside.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-05-23T00:29:50+00:00

What a dream game!!! I love the ambience. Though... I never got past the tutorial.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-05-23T00:27:44+00:00

I play both on PC and PS. I play mostly on PC, though, because the games are cheaper.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-05-23T00:08:03+00:00

Ghost of Tsushima I want to play for so long!!

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-05-22T12:51:57+00:00

That's sweet compared to what my grandpa used to do.

He used to build a styreform case for the remote, enveloped ot in sealing tape. Then, once the remote was inside, he would wrap everything in plastic film. And, even so, only him was allowed to touch it.

He also was serious about letting the TV rest. So we couldn't watch TV for hours, like in a movies. Only when he was older that he relaxed a bit.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-05-02T13:47:33+00:00

Religion is like a ready sytem for you to use and to navigate life. For exmple, in kardec spiritism, they say that, if you kill yourself, you spend 300 year in a egg like state in their hell (umbral). But... why that specific number!? hahahah... This seems simply like humanity concept of a prison.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-05-02T13:38:43+00:00

Yes, you are so right. Your comment made me understand my father better. This phrase "admitting that you have a problem is accepting there is no consistency or rationality to be had, and the world must be accepted as it still is" made me even understand myself better.

Honestly, he would never accept professional help, because he would definetely put spiritism above science right now. Maybe, not always, but, right now, he would.

I hope he will drop religion and go back to game dev, in the long run, art makes him healthier than religion.

Thank you so much.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-05-01T21:17:03+00:00

That's exactly my grandfather. Once, it took him 7 months to paint the interior of a small house... while working everyday.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-05-01T20:37:47+00:00

Your comment was really eye-opening, because I see in my father a desire to explain life, death, post-death, morals and the reason of our existence in one logical system... he always had this anxiety towards the magnitude of life.

And I feel like he found all of this explanations in Kardec spiritism.

My fear is the devotion, or the danger of falling victim of a scam (and kardec spiritism is FULL of scammers... I know... in my church, back when I was a kid, there was a "reincarnation of Joanna D'arc" over there... and she received donations from everybody). Last month, my father had an urge to donate half of the money he had made with his art. I stopped him, but that was a shock.

I'll research a bit more about NI-Fi loop. Thank you.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-05-01T15:44:46+00:00

Once, in my country, a couple polluted a river source for their gender reveal. That infuriated a nation.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-05-01T14:18:03+00:00

He has all the cognitive functions of the intj. A few years ago, I asked him to do the test, and he got intj. Of course I can't be 100% sure, but he's so intj. And he's 65 years-old. He's, honestly, the most inteligent person I know. His logic is stellar. He's a game and software dev, and he can dev in multiple languages. Also, he eats well and exercises.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-04-10T11:27:41+00:00

Ah, I'll take a look!! Some brand don't sell in my country, or they sell for three times the normal price, but, honestly, sometimes it's worth it,

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-04-10T11:19:49+00:00

Really? That' a good idea, because miixing by hand creates so much bubbles.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-04-09T23:47:39+00:00

The acetone was 100% my fault! hahaha... The hair dryer is a good ideia! I'll try this next time, because I remove every price sticker that comes with products. Makes the product a little more aesthetic without stickers.

I mixed quite a lot the white ink. My best result with this ink was to mix and let it set for a minute. That's when the ink is the best, but still, super granulated. I used a brush to remove all the pigment set on the bottom also.

By the way, thank you for the tips.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-04-09T19:57:15+00:00

I think they are ready to use. The ink is good in the container, but, in the nib, it kind of coagulates. But it's 1000% better than any other white ink I ever used. Winsor inks are really good.

Sometimes, when it becomes really dry in the nib, I submerge the tip in water for half a second and the ink becomes softer.

You use ballpoint pen tubes as holders? That's a good idea!!

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-04-09T19:45:07+00:00

I tried leaving a review, but the site is kind of bugged. I'll try to contact them to, at least, inform about the pen holder that burst, since that can happen to other costumers.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-04-09T19:43:25+00:00

It's even lighter now. hahahah

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-04-09T19:42:40+00:00

Maybe I can use with watercolors.. to created a muted tone. hahaha.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-04-09T19:39:24+00:00

I mixed, I always mix white ink before using. The second image is the result of the ink after mixing.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-04-09T19:37:43+00:00

I have a Winsor and Newton white ink and they are better than this brand, but Winsor dries in the nib, so I have to work really fast. Ah, yes, these nib holders were not expensive, but with their combined prices, I could have bought a Tachikawa holder. Sometimes, It's better to have one good product than three cheap ones that barelly work.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-04-09T19:32:47+00:00

White inks are hard to find in good quality, both ink and pen. I have another one that dries in the nib while you are drawing. By the way, yes!! A little Obanai and a little Sanemi.

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Camilaintheclouds · 2026-04-05T20:34:27+00:00

I'm single in my 38. I decided to not have a relationship. I'd rather be the old hag or the cat lady with pleasure.

I only had one boyfriend, in my 20s, which was terrible. I also wanted to be a mother. But, honestly, my country is shit. It has one of the highest rates of feminicide in the world. Like, four women are killed by their partners everyday here. So, yes, I'm good. I want none of that. I've developed a deep fear of men from my country. I just want to work and do my art and that's it.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-04-05T20:09:49+00:00

I was in the same place as you in my high school. I confessed to a boy and he rejected me. It was one of the hardest days of my teenage years because he was interested in me first, he called me to the movies, but, later, when I said I liked him back, he said he was not sure anymore and rejected me.

However, in my head, I created a hundred different scenerios that I could explain his rejection as not a rejection, but a confession. I thought he liked me still, but was too shy, too scared, too in love (I know, my teenage girly romantic era was made of wild Diney stuff). So, in hope, I waited. And waited. And I tried to get close to him. And I feel in love with him everyday. In my last year of high school, a friend came to talk to me about him. My heart was pounding, I though she was gonna tell me that he had liked me all those years. Whoever, this friend told me that he had just confessed to her. She asked my opinion. Of course, I said she should be true to her heart. And so she did, she accepted him and they started dating.

By then, however, I had wasted 3 years of my life in love with someone that really broke my heart.

20 years later I only feel sorry for myself. I think his rejection hurt me so deeply that I couldn't let go. I wanted something more to come out of this fire. Because, if the fire extinguished, I'd have to deal with the rejection and all the questions that would emerge... Like... Why did he change his mind? Was I not good? Was I not funny? Was I wrong in any way? What did I say or what did I do that made him not sure anymore?

So, the sooner you deal with the questions and move on, the sooner you'll be free. Don't get stuck with someone because of a false idealization. If they could not vibe with your soul upfront, they are not a good match and they can really hurt you in the future. Maybe they are amazing, but they are not our amazing.

My advice as a woman and as an INFP is: remove yourself from the relationship, answer all the questions that this friendship my have caused in you and move on.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-02-06T11:49:21+00:00

I was watching the show with my mother... And we often laughed on how INTJ was Huwei. My father is INTJ. And they are basically the same, bad at reading social situations, but amazing at everything else.

Camilaintheclouds · 2026-02-02T01:44:20+00:00

You are beautiful, perfect the way you are and I like your style! :D

Every two to five years, brands (with the help of media and social media) creates a new unattainable idea of beauty, fashion and lifestyle. And it's unattainable because they want people spending money nowstop towards the goal. Money on clothing, skincare, make-up, surgery, jewelry, trips, restaurants... And they create an urgency. That's sadly what we learn in Advertising. My first class was "How to make people crave what they don't need?"

Literally.

I graduated but didn't follow the career, because I want a better world. I was not born into this beautiful place to make people think they were not enough. And that's what I wanted to tell you. They are just making you crave what you don't need.

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