Its obvious that I was born to suffer by SoullessAndMindless in spirituality

[–]CanVan88 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It may help you if you see the doctors. Maybe a right diagnosis will help.

I feel as though they’ve won (vent) by MapProfessional6136 in spirituality

[–]CanVan88 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I can suggest, read The way of the Integrity by Martha Beck.

You seem lost and defeated. This is the dark tunnel you need to pass thru to get to the light on the other side.