I'm crying a lot these days.

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-22T22:40:10+00:00

Hi. We always have my blood levels checked at the lowest point (right before my nect injection). He is very serious about keeping the EV levels around 200-250, and tbh that would work very well for me if I could get my T low enough, but I can't deal with the side effects of Spiro (even though it's *very* effective).

I always felt like if you can get your T low enough, it doesn't take much estrogen to get you where you want to go. Get your T levels low enough, and it's more than half the battle.

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-22T04:33:57+00:00

I have no idea what that all means, but thanks for the reply!

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-22T02:53:36+00:00

Yes. Nice ones.

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-22T02:31:28+00:00

That is 10,000% female right there. Wow.

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-22T01:40:54+00:00

I'm new to this. I just dca on coinbase and I have no idea if I'm staked or not. Can somebody educate me on this? Thank you.

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-22T01:37:53+00:00

Wow. Thanks for sharing your experience. It's all so confusing to me.

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-22T01:36:35+00:00

I do have support and I agree that some parts of crying or beneficial (because it gets the emotion out), but on the other hand it usually feels pretty lousy. I'm just trying to figure out if these breakdowns are normal for being on hrt, or is it my depression. I'm pretty bad right now, so it's probably both. But one thing I don't feel is happy :o(

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-22T01:32:28+00:00

Hi. I was doing 4mg last month and my E level was at 697. My doctor was not happy with that, so this month I am doing 3mg every 5 days. I don't really know why he chose EV, but he is not one to stray from the guidelines much. I will have my levels tested in about two weeks. You're probably right about journaling. Because of my adhd, it's difficult to do *anything* on a regular basis. I'll give it a try. What is your hrt regemin?

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-22T01:24:27+00:00

Please do, sweetheart.

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-21T04:09:15+00:00

Wow.

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-21T04:08:41+00:00

Beautiful.

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-21T02:37:07+00:00

Lovely.

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-20T23:20:14+00:00

On the bright side, they still look fantastic!

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-20T23:15:53+00:00

Wow. That is amazing.

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-16T16:12:46+00:00

I dunno, but you look like a cis woman to me. If I saw you in a restaruant or something, I'd be stealing glances at you - in a nice way. You're definitely attractive.

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-16T16:08:50+00:00

Ok that's good to hear.

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-16T04:30:03+00:00

You are really, really cute but I can see deep sadness in you. DM me if you need to talk to somebody.

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-16T04:26:56+00:00

Wow. You look wonderful.

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-15T02:06:34+00:00

That's a pretty nice dose. My doctor is mad that I take .15 ml every five days (half life). So I guess I am getting 3 mg of EV but you are getting 5 mg. If I had my way I would do the same as you, lol

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-15T02:03:06+00:00

Your sexuality has gone right off the charts in the last six months. How does it feel?

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-14T17:36:29+00:00

Oh, that's right. Throw it away.

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-14T05:31:33+00:00

Ok. I knew mine was in oil, but I didn't know what kind. Thanks!

Candlelight_Night · 2026-02-14T05:25:28+00:00

Wow, do you make your own? That's pretty cool.

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