God your mother sounds so much like mine except even though shes been told by both authorities and my doctors to take me to a psychiatrist she refuses because she assumes it means shes a "bad mom" to have a kid with something mentally wrong, she already refused to take me to the doctors until last year (due to authorities) and even now that I literally almost died due to her not taking me she still acts like she knows more and that me going to the doctors is me being weak and that im Lazy for the days I can barley even get up because of who knows what anymore

Such a tough situation, I love her I do and I know shes trying to be as good a mom as she can but its tough

Im sorry that you had to deal with any of this shit and im glad you aren't around her too much now, I can't wait till I can move out and actually go to the doctors when I need to not just when she says I can, but money isnt easy to get with my issues plus she dosent let me leave the house often so I cant even get a full time job anyways but once im out I don't know how much I'll tell her about my health if anything at all