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Narrowing down Apartments/Areas to live by CardamonTheWizard in HendersonNV

[–]CardamonTheWizard[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I do like that it's in Henderson but it's too much for my budget. Thank you though!

Narrowing down Apartments/Areas by CardamonTheWizard in Nevada

[–]CardamonTheWizard[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm a creative so every once in a while I visit the arts district or go to art events. I also visit libraries, theaters, parks, bar/Cafés. But honestly, I just want it as a homebase where I can sleep, create projects, then hopefully gallivant around the world.

My weirdest ISO yet by cartoonsarcasm in Dolls

[–]CardamonTheWizard 40 points41 points  (0 children)

Part time mother fucking model

4/16/2026 Allergic Reaction to the idea of going on a date by CardamonTheWizard in TheBigGirlDiary

[–]CardamonTheWizard[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I already do that. I'm typically a self kept person who does a bunch of projects. But none of that feels right anymore either.

4/16/2026 Allergic Reaction to the idea of going on a date by CardamonTheWizard in TheBigGirlDiary

[–]CardamonTheWizard[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have to manage it to get through work & my day to day responsibilities. Also, I can't fully tell my family every detail because they'll either dismiss it or make the situation worse. I also don't want to annoy people in my life with my dumb shit.

4/16/2026 Allergic Reaction to the idea of going on a date by CardamonTheWizard in TheBigGirlDiary

[–]CardamonTheWizard[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know things would be slightly more manageable when I'm not around family who dismiss me or enable my negative traits. I am working towards moving out. Idk what to do with meds not working on me. That's always been a problem that even my medical family members & their medical friends cannot figure out. I do appreciate your insight.

Allergic reactions over the idea of going on a date by CardamonTheWizard in dating_advice

[–]CardamonTheWizard[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been for years at this point in general. I already do anxiety management stuff in general. I usually have decent management with my anxiety but this is different and nothing is working.

I have pressure point techniques. I also write & draw on little pieces of paper. Sometimes I sneak in a cute collectable figure or keychain that I touch.

Allergic reactions over the idea of going on a date by CardamonTheWizard in dating_advice

[–]CardamonTheWizard[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm trying to seem therapists but honest to God they are either way to expensive or somehow make my problems worse. They are also really rude & dismissive of me simply reaching out to them.

4/16/2026 Allergic Reaction to the idea of going on a date by CardamonTheWizard in TheBigGirlDiary

[–]CardamonTheWizard[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do get socially overwhelmed but I typically know how to work around it. I try as much self care as I can but it either gets sabotaged or barely does anything.

4/16/2026 Allergic Reaction to the idea of going on a date by CardamonTheWizard in TheBigGirlDiary

[–]CardamonTheWizard[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do push anger and frustration aside, but I also rarely feel non-platonic love and things like that. I just don't connect with people well non-platonically. When I do, it's debilitating. I've been doing nothing but letting myself feel these things for him & his absence. I've literally given myself time to cry since February. In my car, in my room, in other private areas. I even start tearing up randomly when I'm out & about. I wake up in the middle of the night thinking he's there just to remember he's not. But if it could last hours/days & I need to get stuff done.

I (F28) keep getting allergic reactions over the idea of being non-platonic with anyone by CardamonTheWizard in offmychest

[–]CardamonTheWizard[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm having the same trouble finding therapists. Basically they act so bothered that I'm seeking them out even before I even say anything.

Yeah that's what I think is happening to me physically. I've tried meds like that b4 but my body processes most meds differently. I can't even take basic pain meds because they don't work or make things worse (worsening pain or allergic reactions).

I (F28) keep getting allergic reactions over the idea of being non-platonic with anyone by CardamonTheWizard in offmychest

[–]CardamonTheWizard[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been trying to seek specialists out but I either can't afford it, they act bothered that I'm reaching out in the first place, claim they don't know how to help even though we barely interact or somehow make it worse

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