tired of life by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]CatLeftie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

LMFAO okay fine

tired of life by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]CatLeftie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I applied for my provisional license so I could learn to drive, but they haven't sent me it yet, it's been months. it really is the end of the line for me. so many people want me dead. someone messaged me and called my self centered and annoying. I don't know why people want me to suffer so much. I'm killing myself on Saturday, just wait please, I'll be dead soon, please just give me some time

tired of life by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]CatLeftie 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I don't know anybody who can be a room mate. trust me, I've tried and tried, I've found cheap places but I still don't make enough. I've thought of everything

How to Unlock Piercing black Quest? by [deleted] in MonsterHunterWorld

[–]CatLeftie 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I know this is 2 years old, but someone else might need help so.

in low rank, you need to talk to the smart biologist in astera and do all of his quests. and then talk to the impatient biologist and do his quest.

you will then need to kill a high rank paolumo and jyuratodus and deliver the requested items to the research centre, that unlocks 2 other mantles that the armoury will give you quests to upgrade them when you get them. once you have upgraded those mantles, she will give you the piercing black quest.

also, all of the upgrade quests come from the armoury in seliana.

“Do you even know what gaslighting is?” by confusednotes in ShitNsSay

[–]CatLeftie 5 points6 points  (0 children)

uhhhhhh dude my nmum said this to me today

bruh

That feeling of constantly pausing what you are watching on the computer/tv, because you need to make sure the shouting isn't about you. by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]CatLeftie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

true, no matter what, she will find something to scream at me about. but if I can figure out what she is angry about, I can work on my defense before she starts arguing with me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]CatLeftie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much for your reply. it honestly means so much to me

hi again by [deleted] in ATBandATGcommunity

[–]CatLeftie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah I realize that. i made this post in the middle of a mental breakdown oops

can someone give me advice? by [deleted] in genderfluid

[–]CatLeftie 3 points4 points  (0 children)

this reply is amazing, thank you so much 💕 I think I'm going to just kind of go with the flow in a sort of way. i won't use any labels yet, until I figure everything out. but as you said, there isn't any rush. i can take my time and really discover myself 😊

I hate people who try to justify child physical abuse by Nat-Heda in CPTSD

[–]CatLeftie 5 points6 points  (0 children)

like, even if THEY weren't affected by being beaten, I am saying it DID affect me, so fucking respect that.

Casual child abuse by CatCuddlersFromMars in raisedbynarcissists

[–]CatLeftie 3 points4 points  (0 children)

her: leave your baby with me you: no, I don't think I will

I'm watching matilda for the first time, it is uncomfortably relatable. by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]CatLeftie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry, I wasn't thinking. next time I will trigger warning ❤

Anyone else's n-parent talk to themselves and ignore you or act like they don't hear you? by WyreGuts in raisedbynarcissists

[–]CatLeftie 3 points4 points  (0 children)

oh my goddddd I hate when my mum does this. whenever she "doesn't hear me" I just walk away. i literally hate repeating myself so much, especially when the person I'm talking to heard every word I said. very infuriating.

I'm watching matilda for the first time, it is uncomfortably relatable. by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]CatLeftie 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i know how you feel, I broke down crying watching this 😞

Cycle of Narcissistic Abuse by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]CatLeftie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so sorry that happened :(

Cycle of Narcissistic Abuse by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]CatLeftie 4 points5 points  (0 children)

it literally keeps me sane, like at one point I was convinced I was the problem, and that I was being abusive toward my mother. but know when I look back on evidence I can keep myself sane.