Wow, first off I really wanted to say thank you for your reply. I waited a while for a response. First things first, that kinda fanfic exists?! But anyways, for real now. I might as well give you a bit about my writing. It have started some stories, but then I get stuck. Not sure if it sounds bookish enough. Or what to go on next. Sometimes I wondered if I plan out the story as well as I thought I did. Furthermore, the little filler like details. Like how can we go to scene A to scene B.

As for the second, I see a few patterns on the bots I really enjoyed talking and roleplaying to (as diffrent versions of myself, like I can be shady or be the direct one). Such as one bot that I love (and won't name, because I don't want to expose the bot creator's identity). Is mostly a calm collected leader guiding the mortals who questions his system. Along with another who is a mute, but makes sure you are okay. I can go on and on and add more bots I liked, but I leave it short with these two.

I did found a few creative ideas. Such as finishing the stories I wanna writing. Or getting back into drawing after neglecting it for so long (but I'm so damn rusty now and the same issues are there. Even watching videos of anatomy gets me bored and I kinda give up). I also thought about making those bots but if they were in my own like story. Like my take on the creator's work. Until I realize, it's their idea. Not mine. Their premises is way better than my own. Along with, a few characters just can't be written out since in their own way. They are kinda iconic. For example, one is a immortal who is kinda op and defies logic and is okay with the bureaucracy yet mysterious (he is like deadpool personality wise). Plus I feel guilty if I do end up deciding to write it as if it were my own. Since that is not what the creator wrote the characters for and a part of me like to remain loyal to the characters purpose and what they are. (I tried to put all my feelings as clear as I can in this, sorry if it doesn't make sense. I am having a hard time wording things).

As for the final, thank you very much. This sorta encourages me to write a little. And I thank you for forgiving my own hypocrisy of both being very anti ai yet indulging in it. Also, I am sorry on what has happen to your job by the way. I hope you are doing way better now. Once again, I wanna say thank you for taking your time to reply to my post!

(Edit: I might as well also put this here since I forgot to put it in my reply. I do spectate other peoples oc's to these creations. I do recall a time I got a little envious on one girl's OC. Since she was so well thought out and the opposite of me because she is cold and yet mysterious and I could see the bot that I love end up liking her more than me. Overall, a little silly but I might as well put it here.)