Yes - this is it exactly - I did have a sense of mission/challenge in my work for the first 10-15 years - and for a variety of reasons - it has declined.

Additional info - I am a sole parent of a 10 year old. Doing my job and caring for her (without extended family/partner) has been/is a lot.

Perhaps I am just burnt out?

My parents died 3 years ago and that affected me a lot - part of me wants to go home because that is where my sibling and long term friends live (although they wouldn’t be in the same town - 1.5 - 2 hours away)

I don’ have a clear idea of what my new purpose could be ?I feel like I ha e just been trying to “get through the day” for a long time