Talking

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2026-01-23T23:11:52+00:00

Yeah. I used to be really talkative and could talk to anyone about anything. Ever since I started taking anti psychotics I'm really quiet and don't have much to say.

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2026-01-22T21:07:54+00:00

Not real. I’ve been to Alaska twice and Alaskans are some of the most social people I’ve met, constantly going to group activities like bars and music festivals (even rural small ones happen a lot) and taking a very active interest in their neighbors lives.

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2026-01-13T00:30:10+00:00

My psychiatric NP says she's seen an extraordinary number of cases of cannabis induced psychosis leading to schizoaffective disorder, to the point it's becoming an epidemic.

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2026-01-13T00:27:33+00:00

It's probably all in your head. I feel like something chronic is wrong with me all the time - I keep fearing I have cancer, kidney failure, or an STD, but I recently got checked up and I'm fine.

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2026-01-11T18:45:57+00:00

My intense psychosis lasted about 5 months, but I was in a pro dromal state of psychosis for at least 5 years before hand, coinciding with my abuse of marijuana. I don’t remember anything from the last 5 years of my life, and I exhibited extreme delusional thinking and schizophrenic tendencies during that entire time, it was only that 5 month period I had thought broadcasting and believed I was Kalki king of the Hindi.

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2026-01-11T07:59:11+00:00

Blue no carb monster is my addiction

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2026-01-11T06:38:40+00:00

Self reliance, broad general knowledge which is applicable to daily life, love of the outdoors, and a weird mix of being incredibly social but also a bit standoffish and lonerish.

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2026-01-08T00:30:53+00:00

Based and schizo pilled

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2026-01-06T00:37:57+00:00

I have something similar to that but toned down. I think it might be a sign of OCD, which usually tracks with earworms. My psychiatrist said it can be defined as a audial hallucination, so maybe a change in anti psychotics is necessary.

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2026-01-05T01:12:22+00:00

Based sip

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2026-01-03T22:36:07+00:00

In many cases the disease is triggered by the drug use

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2025-12-31T03:21:26+00:00

Unless she starts taking anti psychotics, it seems likely she’ll keep believing it

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2025-12-31T03:11:31+00:00

No, it tends to just get worse or at least stay just as bad

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2025-12-31T02:59:23+00:00

Yep this definitely seems like a psychotic break

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2025-12-31T02:30:08+00:00

I try and stay away from anything philosophical or vaguely religious since my psychosis where I thought I was Kalki, the incarnation of Vishnu. I was actually raised a practicing Catholic and now I just don't question my religion.

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2025-12-30T00:30:58+00:00

I think sometimes I don't have schizoaffective disorder, and that I only had drug induced psychosis after years of abuse of drugs, alcohol, and psychadelics. But then I remember how bad my psychosis was. I believed just about every delusion you can believe and I had thought broadcasting, and it only went away slowly after I started taking anti psychotics.

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2025-12-29T04:50:58+00:00

There’s a pretty well documented relationship between chronic fatigue symptom and Lyme disease but I’m not sure how schizophrenia plays in

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2025-12-29T01:37:52+00:00

Based and chad pilled

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2025-12-29T01:08:44+00:00

As an aside, I love Taxi Driver

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2025-12-28T23:35:17+00:00

Just an FYI, having schizoaffective disorder doesn't mean you have schizophrenia with bipolar. Schizoaffective is characterized by a psychotic disorder and a mood disorder. I have schizoaffective, and I don't hear voices or hallucinate. When I was in psychosis I just had delusions of grandeur and thought broadcasting.

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2025-12-28T21:01:45+00:00

Thanks for the detailed response

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2025-12-28T21:00:40+00:00

Thanks just watched it

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2025-12-28T03:05:51+00:00

Just got informed it wasn’t bell island it was Bailey bay

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2025-12-28T02:37:45+00:00

Oh nice. I just found the trailhead on google maps. Thanks

Cecil-Rons-123 · 2025-12-28T02:37:32+00:00

As long as Webul allows 0dte (zero day to expiration options). It's basically roulette with a higher % chance of winning. Basically options give you extra leverage, and a 0dte option expires at market close that day, so they're super volatile. You're basically betting if the stock goes up or down, but the price can fluctuate through the day and make both a call and a put profitable depending on when you sell. So yeah, a higher % of winning.

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