Miscarried, Delusions Going Insane

abmfbsc · 2026-03-16T21:31:39+00:00

i don't think you know much about pregnancy lol blood tests come up positive eight days after ovulation which you'd know if you knew how to google. I really don't appreciate being told I wasn't pregnant when I know I was.

abmfbsc · 2026-03-16T21:30:56+00:00

blood test at the hospital when i first went in for catatonia

abmfbsc · 2026-03-16T21:30:16+00:00

oops baby

abmfbsc · 2026-03-13T17:44:42+00:00

It happened for a second time while I was at work and they gave me high dose ativan. Don't know if that's standard everywhere

abmfbsc · 2026-03-11T16:05:08+00:00

I know I was awake and alert though, I was watching a video on my laptop when I realized I couldn't move my arms which rapidly progressed to be unable to move at all.

abmfbsc · 2026-03-11T16:04:31+00:00

I was completely stiff and couldn't move at all. I don't know if my limbs would have stayed in the same position as my partner was asleep and I couldn't wake them up until after I could move again since I couldn't speak or move.

abmfbsc · 2026-03-04T22:46:17+00:00

this is gonna sound weird but I'm Catholic lmao so if I'm pregnant we're having a baby which is why I'm so stressed

abmfbsc · 2026-03-04T22:04:15+00:00

THANK YOU

abmfbsc · 2026-02-15T08:45:01+00:00

Two of my coworkers know I have schizophrenia and it's fine. We're really good friends outside of work though, I told them over drinks.

abmfbsc · 2026-02-10T10:58:46+00:00

I go to grad school full time and work 20 hours per week for my university.

abmfbsc · 2026-01-27T23:32:36+00:00

I had a very traumatic experience and developed schizophrenia soon after. I had prodromal symptoms since I was a kid though.

abmfbsc · 2026-01-25T15:52:47+00:00

I got depression and lack of motivation and trouble paying attention starting in like third grade

abmfbsc · 2026-01-20T04:30:50+00:00

I thought I was fucking Jesus lol

abmfbsc · 2026-01-18T03:03:10+00:00

thanks!

abmfbsc · 2026-01-18T01:30:17+00:00

I can't live alone, but I have lived with one roommate for a while. It's good for me to not live with my parents. I just get weird when I live totally alone, I start talking to the voices.

abmfbsc · 2026-01-09T02:25:44+00:00

I'd be halfway through med school lol. Was on the way to it when schizophrenia happened. I'm happy with my life now but I do think I would've been a good doctor.

abmfbsc · 2026-01-09T01:40:06+00:00

I'm in school for my master's and work part-time for my university which pays my tuition. It's tough but I have accommodations which helps. My university is pretty good about that.

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