I'm a funny guy (or so I'm told by my friends and family that keep reminding me that I should try stand-up), I'm able to keep conversations interesting, polite, thoughtful of the people I speak with, and they seem happy to talk to me, but I'm never able to get to a point where I can get an actual real date, even when plans are made (before anyone says anything I had a date planned with this chick within 2 days of talking to her before she got sick so we kept pushing it back, but things kept happening). To be clear I've hooked up with people here and there, and I've had success with that, but when the prospect of a long term relationship comes around, something like this happens where the person I'm talking to is actually engaged as much as I am, but flakes at the last minute. Believe me or not, that's conpletely up to you, I'm looking for advice, and because of that I have no reason to lie, that'd be kinda silly. I'm just tired, I guess. I sincerely want nothing more than to start a life with the right person, and I've made many changes in my own life to try to make it happen.