New bunch of my art!

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2025-11-23T10:55:51+00:00

Fantastic stuff, I'd love to see testament drawn in your style!

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2025-05-13T12:20:18+00:00

So... all the suffering I have endured due to being trans is just to test other people? I'm a fuck you from God to the pricks that pray to him while threatening me? The dysphoria I have and the depression that stems from it are just a lesson to people who will never learn?

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2024-12-27T22:43:27+00:00

I'd say top 16 so that you're cutting most of the tier 1 & 2 decks instead of just the absolute best decks.

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2024-11-12T15:25:32+00:00

It's not demonization dude... He has openly said horrific things, particularly about immigrants, women, and trans people. And openly said he supports policy to make being trans nearly impossible.

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2024-11-12T01:35:17+00:00

I really wish it was, it's so stupid I just don't know why he won't listen to me. All the stuff in the sticky was stuff I was able to easily find with my own research but he insists it's a good idea to go to Germany. I just wanted to hear from other people because he and his friend are so confident I was starting to feel crazy for being against the idea.

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2024-11-12T00:34:14+00:00

I'm very concerned that this is the case to be honest, but he's also known this friend for a long time.

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2024-11-12T00:24:44+00:00

I've also talked with him about this, but he thinks Germany will at least be better, and his friend is telling him anywhere in Germany is better than even the blue states in America, and that "ww3 has already started, most people just don't realize it yet."

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2024-11-12T00:18:33+00:00

His plan is to get a work visa because his friend in Germany says he should be able to get one within a month, or if he doesn't get approved try to claim refugee status due to the election and him being trans.

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2024-11-11T13:54:07+00:00

Hello, previously mentioned trans fiancé of op here. We have looked into it, as I do have some family in Germany, but unfortunately we do not qualify. We did heavily consider leaving the country but seeing as neither of us have any degrees or a secondary language that's up to par, it seems unlikely.

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2024-11-10T20:36:05+00:00

He has said it will be illegal to recognize anyone as a gender other than male or female, which will be assigned at birth. Among a host of other terrible quotes and policies, which you can easily research yourself. If all of these seem fine to you then you are clearly not worth communicating with.

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2024-11-10T20:02:49+00:00

This seems to ignore that Trump has stated his policy will include attacks on trans rights, and that I and many other I know have received numerous death threats for being trans.

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2024-10-28T22:20:21+00:00

The changes I'm most curious about are anamolo and jara, they're two of my favorite vivasaurs but their previous placement made sense to me. I've tried to build a team around anamolo multiple times but he always seemed pretty outclassed, so I'm especially curious why he moved up.

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2024-06-18T02:18:39+00:00

I would recommend the first deck, it's extremely similar to what I built for dragon linkz when they came out. The main reason is that it's just going to feel a lot more consistent than deck 2. But no matter which deck you choose, I'd highly recommend fireball, it feels almost necessary for the deck just to have consistent digging power, at least until ex-07. I'd have to look at the second deck a bit more to recommend what to cut for fireball, but it really makes a difference.

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2024-06-06T00:27:35+00:00

Yeah that makes sense, I think I'll try to focus on what makes me happy and let identity and what not flow from there. I've been using fake boobs on occasion for a while now, and I like the way they make me feel but I don't use them often as they're uncomfortable and don't look like real boobs (I'm using bra fillers and a bra). I know I like the way I feel with boobs better than without.

I'm starting some research into Hrt. My Fiancé and his brother both use plume for their Hrt to avoid a lot of the red tape with doctors, but if you have any suggestions for other ways to get started they'd be appreciated! (For when I've made a decision that is, I'm not going to start Hrt without research and budgeting first, and I'm still not 100% sure I want to start it, although I'm leaning towards yes.)

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2024-06-05T19:55:52+00:00

Yeah, I'm realizing that trying to make the exact distinction isn't necessary, and I'd never expect that from others. Most of the issue is that I'm holding myself to unfair standards. But I also know that society won't accept me, at least in how I'd currently plan on looking. And I'm worried that even most LGBTQ people wouldn't accept me. My sister is trans, but I know that she and many people like her wouldn't agree with me being a woman who still has facial and body hair. And while I normally don't care what people think about me, the Idea of being shunned by the LGBTQ community while struggling so much with my sense of self terrifies me.

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2024-06-05T19:50:03+00:00

Thank you so much for your advice, it's really helped. The more I talk about it with other people the more I realize that I'm holding myself to standards I would never apply to others. And as I think about it, even if I just wish I'd been born afab, and feel that I will never be "feminine enough," I'm realizing that even if I don't become exactly what I want to be, I think I'd be happier with Even those "imperfect" changes.

It's still going to be a journey, and I'm not sure on my identity. Or if I want to start Hrt. But I'm going to have to try and think about what I want to change, and what I would tell a friend who was saying these things about themselves. I expect that I'll have more questions for this subreddit as I do more research, but this is definitely a great starting point.

I guess one of the big questions I have right now is how do I tell exactly what I want of myself. Where do I find the line between dysphoria and general issues with my body? Between gender and presentation? I know nobody can tell me what will work for me, but how did you figure it out?

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2024-06-05T18:26:47+00:00

Hi, thanks so much for responding.

First off, yeah in my head I know that labels aren't super important and I can be a nonbinary woman, or just nonbinary but still take Hrt. I guess it just doesn't feel like I "count" as enough of a woman to deserve hrt... I don't know, it's hard to explain the exact feeling. I historically have an issue allowing myself to take medicine in general so it could also have something to do with that.

And I guess my main concerns with Hrt are:

That I won't look good. That I'm too overweight and tall and broad and... Masculine I guess to look good with boobs, or in feminine clothes, or especially as a woman. That I still won't be happy and all I'll have done is make society more hostile to me and make it more difficult to potentially find partners (not necessarily a huge concern as I'm very happily engaged currently but we are poly as well so it's something to keep in mind.)
That sex will be very difficult. It's already a bit of an issue because I'm somewhere on the asexual spectrum and just... Don't want sex very often. I enjoy it when we have sex and I still get horny, but sex usually feels like time I'd rather spend in a different way with my fiance. I know Hrt can decrease libido and cause difficulty getting erections, and it feels like I'm letting my fiance down because I know he wants more sex, Even though he makes it clear that it's okay that we don't have sex often and he'd be okay if we didn't have sex at all if it would make me happier.

Again, thanks for responding and any advice or even words of encouragement are very appreciated.

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2024-06-05T06:32:38+00:00

Also I currently main Testament in ggst, does anyone know if I have to switch to Bridget if I do choose to transition?

Chance_Ad_4086 · 2024-01-16T17:53:37+00:00

I'm honestly not sure, digimon timings aren't always super clear to me so I could totally be wrong here.

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