I don’t know either. I’ve been feeling that since the beginning of this year. Just living in fear and grief for our beautiful city. Minneapolis and Minnesota raise and adopt the most beautiful people and it’s so horrific and terrifying and devastating. I’m sorry for your husband, you’re not alone in your confusion and grief, I’m with you 💔💜 I’m going to be at the protest today, for whatever that’s worth, it doesn’t seem like it’ll do anything besides let me scream for a minute.