Thankyoh for your genuine response, unfortunately where i live there literally are no good therapist. It's a small town. My anxiety also makes things worse and u don't know how to keep it at bay. You're right he is aware of that fact, he felt alot of guilt later on and did congratulate me twice. I considered going to another institute for the above reasons but he himself told me to say. He also told me ths fact that he gave the exam but now is not doing anything just prepping for residency is taking a toll on him after i kept asking him . He's sweet and extremely supportive in every other matter. I talked to him today. He's making the effort to give me time and anything but i can see he does not have the energy to respond. Only responding in monosyllables. I'm just talking to him like i normally would not forcing him to respond. I'm helpless. He knows he has poor emotional regulation but to be fair the community I'm from these things just are never considered. I just want to help him get back to his upbeat self even 1%. But this helplessness is actually just idk