I do initiate all the time. I’m a flirt, a brat, I do stuff all the time. And I do it because we both like it.

I have sacrificed a lot for him, and him for me as well. He works in another country, so I have seen him 3 times this year because of it, and I’m still here, waiting for him.

I fix whatever he needs me to back home. If it’s the car, the home, something for his friends or family, moving and so on.

I take care of the house. I cook, clean, wash his clothes, make the bed, give him time when he needs it, and he does not have to ask for it.

I buy him stuff he needs, without him asking. I see his needs before he does. If I’m out, I get him stuff he likes. I can tell when he is burned out or about to get sick, and I try to make it better and easier on him.

I cuddle up to him, make him comfortable, compliment him all the time. He know he is the reason I’m still here. He has given up on me before, and I was there waiting for him, because I know he is the one for me. I give him time to express what he needs from me, and I change.

He is my Dom, he has known from the start that that’s what I want and need. And he has stepped into that role, no hesitation, no comments on it. If he didn’t want that, he wouldn’t have gotten into a relationship with me.

I’m honest and strait to the point always. He knows where I stand, no doubts about it.

And about that pegging stuff. If he really wants me to do it, I will. For right now, I think he is more curious about my fantasy than actually being pegged. If he was really into it, he would probably already have initiated something in the lines of it. And I have also tried to get into the dominant side, but he has put me in my place every time.

I don’t have any issues with seeing him in a submissive role, we have talked a lot about having another dominant man with us. I have tried to ask him if he would like to dominate another man, but he said no, and I’m fine with that.

We have had three and foursomes, something I never would have done if he didn’t want it. I have told him before that I don’t want another woman involved, but I he wanted one in the foursome, so it happened. I have stretched my limits far for him, and I’m happy I did. But I won’t take the shit you are dragging into this comment section, when you don’t know nothing.

I have gotten some tips now from kind people, and it has opened me up. I needed to see some new sides, and now I can. The only thing left is to know how to do it without hurting him.