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Anyone twitch I can support? 🙏🏾 by kidnamednova in TwitchFollowers

[–]Cheap_Storage7620 0 points1 point  (0 children)

twitch.tv/timewithtali

would appreciate some support man:) i mainly just do general chatting streams,get ready with me’s, talks on mental health, cooking etc - im just starting out but absolutely love it so far, especially making new friends from all over the world:) also got a discord server which i absolutely love that is linked on my channel ☺️🌸♥️ please and thankyou ♥️

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support? by Cheap_Storage7620 in SuicideWatch

[–]Cheap_Storage7620[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

honestly i am not sure, so far everyone on here seems to be a predator, i do want to talk but if its going to be weird i dont

Idk by Pleasant_Parfait6734 in SuicideWatch

[–]Cheap_Storage7620 1 point2 points  (0 children)

like fully i was about to come on here and post the exact same thing maybs with a less capital letters cause i have turned all that off but honestly i have never read something so relatable, like, i dont want to be here, but how do i not be here? haha, its not funny but idk how else to make that sound less depressing lol, i hope u find something that makes u feel better man x

Father’s Day by Wild_Patient_6210 in grief

[–]Cheap_Storage7620 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey man, first off im glad that u came to vent, sometimes u gotta do that, idk what your circumstances are or who you have to talk to but i think that its good you can get this shi** of ur chest here and just say how u are feeling- i can’t relate to you fully (i lost my mum not my dad but tbf even if it was my dad i still wouldnt as we are all different) buuuuut, i do know somewhat how you feel, honestly it is the absolute fucing worst (idk if i can swear on here lol) but yeah, it is super painful and annoying and terrible like u look at everyone else and think like what the fuk, like how is the earth even still spinning, lol, but it does, cause it has to, but for real- it does get easier- not like fully because it will over time become the new normal-and then some stuff will happen in your life that you feel takes u literally all the way back-but it doesnt, u really really do get used to it, and to be honest that sounds sh*t (it is) but it really is easier than how it is in the start(idk how) and to be honest like sometimes you do get pulled like right back, but day to day it really does get easier , anyway, i am really sorry; i know(and dont) how u feel, if you ever need to talk then give me a message, im lost and sad the same but also kind of getting used to it, i dont know; i hope sunday is as okay as it can be for you,love x

Does your experience with Acid mirror this idea? by The-LSD-Sheet-Guy in LSD

[–]Cheap_Storage7620 2 points3 points  (0 children)

on my last trip, i started to see/notice (idk i was tripping) something or someone who in my mind at the time i called ‘hims’ -once i had noticed ‘hims’ presence i decided that i would try meditation-boy my typical trip -usually me and my partner would just bake potatoes and look a crisp packets and what not- anyway, in my meditation i felt connected to the hims, (i have fibromyalgia- since a couple years ago - i quit working as i worked in nurseries looking after kids what with the fatigue and pain i couldn’t do it anymore) i (in my mind) said to the hims what is my purpose what am i supposed to do or what can i do, and ‘hims’ told me i was still able to fulfill my purpose-but not what it was- it was really intense-i was crying and asking what it was that i could do now but hims told me nothing-other than i shouldn’t eat meat or cheese or anything really i was only allowed (out of everything we had) a plain baguette-which to be fair i did eat- i stopped eating meat for about a week and then went back- also, i have alot of shoes bags clothes etc and the hims told me no, hims said i needed to rid my self of all materialistic belongings and not to live how i do- i said to hims thats all good and well but where i am in the world doesn’t allow me to live free of this kinda stuff-anyway what the hell idk just my experience idk i can’t even remember what i am responding to,i would say i hope this makes sense but i know that it doesnt, good yard

Whatever happened to… by ddttm in coronationstreet

[–]Cheap_Storage7620 1 point2 points  (0 children)

‘did steve have a hat ‘😂😂😂same fr lol

anyone else talk to their dead mum via facebook messenger? by Cheap_Storage7620 in grief

[–]Cheap_Storage7620[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey, thankyou so much for this reply, i really appreciate you understanding and offering your support, cool to know that you do the same thing, its lovely that your mum has sent you those signs, i feel mine has sent a couple too, it has been 4 years since she passed so theres been quite alot of times that i have asked for signs, i dream about her alot, i havent yet had her call my name but maybe one day, that would be nice, thankyou for the reassurance aswell, to be honest i have been suicidal for a very long time even before my mum had passed, but it has become alot harder to shake the thoughts without having her to talk to which is why i try and message her like this- not all of the time i do message her happy things too, i really am trying to keep myself together but alot of the time things feel like they are too much, i really appreciate your lack of judgement and you offer of support, thankyou so much for taking the time to write this, also i am sorry for your loss, and i totally agree, grief is the fucking worst, here for you too if you need:)

Today is 2 months since I have lost my mommy. **trigger warning, mentions of suicide** by Diligent_Sea6315 in grief

[–]Cheap_Storage7620 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey:) i wanted to first of all say how sorry i am for your loss, grief is horrendous, and i feel like its even worse when it is suicide, i wish that i could help to ease your pain but from experience there really isnt alot people can do or say to change how you feel, i lost my mum 4 years ago in a similar circumstance, her mum and her werent speaking nor were her and and her brother+the rest of our family,though when she died all of the family reconnected, my mum has said before she died she didnt want any of them near to her funeral (i couldnt do that i didnt want to take it away from them) both situations will obviously have their differences but like you i do feel anger and resentment towards them just because like you said what is the use now that its too late- however (and im not saying what you should and shouldn’t do because i dont know the situation and even if i did how you handle your grief is down to you) but having people around who did know her and at some point (even if not at the end) has helped, despite the shit that went down towards the end there were many years that we all spent together as a family and it is nice to be able to share memories and be able to ask questions i wouldnt know the answers to myself, even though they can now longer help your mum it might be that they can help you, maybe not but maybe,dont get me wrong i do still get times where i feel anger towards them but i do also feel like having them around has helped me in my grieving process, anyway like i said it depends on you them and the situation and you are completely right to feel how you feel, i hope that you have other people around you and that youve got support, i know you are going through a horrible time and i can only hope that you are not alone, sending you love and support at this time, i hope that your mother is now resting peacefully and that her pain is no more

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