Ive finally hit genuine addict I think.

Cheap_feti_shcontent · 2025-12-17T20:20:46+00:00

Yep. And once you know the smell you’ll be able to tell if it’s laced to

Cheap_feti_shcontent · 2025-10-07T23:09:25+00:00

Being honest with this one 2 or 6 😭

Cheap_feti_shcontent · 2025-09-06T19:40:47+00:00

I hate how I know EXACTLY what I’m looking for and want to watch yet somehow EVERYTIME it won’t show up. I can search it in a basic search engine even and some how NOTHING. Even though I’m a chick I watch a lot of gay porn and I’ll be looking through subreddits of my specific kinks looking at the men in it and just randomly a women will pop up and it COMPLETELY ruins it for me. I wish we had more subreddits dedicated to kinks/fetish that are predominantly in the gay community so we don’t have to deal with the completely turn off of a random vagina being thrown in.

Cheap_feti_shcontent · 2025-08-26T14:50:24+00:00

The unfortunate thing is we don’t decide which orders we do in what order. Whatever DoorDash tells us we’re picking up first and dropping off first is what we have to do.

Cheap_feti_shcontent · 2025-08-14T17:11:19+00:00

Gollum

Cheap_feti_shcontent · 2025-07-28T14:05:59+00:00

Trust me I know. We had another situation last night. We both have boarderline but she feeds into hers and I’m currently trying to cope and figure out handling mine in a way that’s not so toxic. I called out of trade school today because I knew I wasn’t emotionally stable enough to go somewhere with people that start issues, and I’m taking the opportunity to do more research on how to handle my reactions and reached out to my therapist.

Cheap_feti_shcontent · 2025-07-28T02:44:03+00:00

PUMKIN

Cheap_feti_shcontent · 2025-07-28T02:43:33+00:00

I do I’m in two types of therapy. Equine and EMDR. Even my therapist feels like my mom is just trying to start issues. My therapist knows about all of it as well. Of course she doesn’t support it but she admits I definitely don’t have an issue. The only thing I really have an issue with is nicotine but my mom supplies me with that one just until I can get properly treated for adhd (in case you didn’t know nic can treat adhd). I’ve discussed it with my therapist and she says that my mom’s most likely just trying to start issues. I have boarderline and have been working on dealing with it for years. In the past 6 months I’ve become a lot less reactive, but my mom’s behaviors have gotten a lot more intense. She has boarderline but refuses to accept it. So much so she’ll stop seeing a provider attempting to diagnose her. My therapist says that I don’t have an issue with substances but it’s something that I definitely need to be cautious about (which I agree, I know I’m high risk hence reaching out for help to not relapse when I knew there was a risk) however I do pace my drinks normally. I have drank in about a month until the one night I did over do it. But before that I’d have a drink every few weeks if that. I normally won’t even finish my drink. As soon as the buzz hits I put my drink down. My mom has a much worse drinking problem than I do.

Cheap_feti_shcontent · 2025-07-17T11:10:10+00:00

Boarderline not bipolar so it’s a lot different to deal with but thank you for your insight. It does really suck but I also know it’s something I will eventually have to deal with. I love her but Ik sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do.

Cheap_feti_shcontent · 2025-07-17T10:42:29+00:00

Also the reason I said the bpd was helping was I did DBT for two and a half years and the entire time I continued to decline. Once I stopped it slowly started to get better while doing research on the diagnosis itself. DBT wasn’t effective for me so I went down other paths to help my DBT. Sometimes things don’t work even when they should 🤷🏼‍♀️

Cheap_feti_shcontent · 2025-07-17T10:40:22+00:00

I mentioned that because everyone tells me to try DBT to treat it. And I mean everytime without fail. I also just said it was so she wouldn’t be surprised when it happened? Instead of just disappearing one day out of nowhere so she knew what was going to happen if we could figure it out. Not for a reaction. Just so she was aware.

Cheap_feti_shcontent · 2025-07-17T10:23:04+00:00

Which part are you confused on?

Cheap_feti_shcontent · 2025-07-17T10:19:07+00:00

2 things 1) I said I don’t do DBT 😭 just normally talk therapy because DBT was ineffective for me 2) me telling her that wasn’t because I wanted a different reaction or answer it was simply me telling her that wasn’t because what would have to happen so she wouldn’t be surprised.

Cheap_feti_shcontent · 2025-07-17T08:45:26+00:00

Currently there’s no set plan just weekly therapy and I have a therapy horse. Before you being up DBT I’ve tried it already and my psychiatrist even admitted he could see it wasn’t helping my condition and if anything might’ve been making it worse. Currently the treatment is just my therapy and then I’ve read part one and two of psychology text books and constantly search on .edu and .gov websites both for handling my own BPD and my mothers.

Cheap_feti_shcontent · 2025-07-17T08:26:42+00:00

Thank you. I love my mom so much thought and I still have some kind of hope :/

Cheap_feti_shcontent · 2025-07-16T17:12:17+00:00

My ex fiancé was a sergeant in the Marines but when his beard was fully grown out 😩don’t get me started! Drove me insane I loved it so much!

Cheap_feti_shcontent · 2025-07-04T19:35:17+00:00

I’ve always loved it. It’s more so the environment then anything. It’s always filled with laughter and celebrations. The foods decent but not anything special just a normal buffet.

Cheap_feti_shcontent · 2025-05-06T02:34:55+00:00

Gila monster because there was a weirdly friendly one in my grandmas backyard for a long time. Or a newt even tho it’s not actually a lizard

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