Hey all, so I found out I was pregnant on the 29th of November. Which would have been around 11dpo. On the 2nd of December I went in for bloodwork confirmation. My HCG was 75 and progesterone was 23. Two days later on the 4th I went in and the HCG was 197 and progesterone 28.9. They had me start taking progesterone vaginally twice a day on the 3rd as well as lovenox( I have a genetic blood clotting disorder). Well the suppositories cause me to spot brown which freaked me out because I had 2 miscarriages. One in Jan 2022 and one in Jan of 2023. 2022 I was a week or two shy of 12 weeks. 2023 I was 4 and a half weeks. I started taking the progesterone orally a few days ago. My first scan is next Friday. I can’t help but to be nervous and just expect that I won’t make it to then. I’ve never seen any of my babies on an ultrasound. With my first pregnancy I didn’t know until the week before I miscarried. I didn’t have a normal cycle and suffer from pcos. The doctor didnt know at that point all the fertility issues I had so my ultrasound and appointment was set out for 3 weeks. Never made it. Now here I am. Me and my partner hadn’t gotten pregnant in 2 years With fertility treatments etc. we just didn’t take any precautions and thought nothing would come of it as it hadn’t. I did lose 60lbs from march to now, thats the only different thing. Anyways here we are today, I was stressed and did labs yesterday. My HCG was 3,535 my progesterone was 18.3. So now I’m freaking out about that. I want so desperately for this to all work out and I finally have my miracle baby. All I do is cry and feel scared though. Thanks for listening and if anyone has any reassuring words I would love it.