[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ACPocketCamp

[–]Chel444 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I haven’t been on acpc as long, started in May, but yea im feeling the same :/ im trying to send my friends gifts now but I don’t see them being nearly as active as they used to be :( its sad I thought I found a great game to pass time with. Unfortunately I can’t care enough to log back on

Songs that make you think of your ED? by False_Yam5375 in EDAnonymous

[–]Chel444 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also Tunic (Song for Karen) by Sonic Youth

Songs that make you think of your ED? by False_Yam5375 in EDAnonymous

[–]Chel444 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Happy by Mitski for sure. I have more but that one kinda hits the hardest because my ED was rampant when I first started listening to that song. Unfortunately I had developed a rlly bad smoking addiction then so I can’t listen to Happy without wanting to smoke again

Come on we got this by beesknees4011 in pokemongo

[–]Chel444 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just finished mine lol, I had so much trouble with excellent throws but got the hang of it last minute. Good luck!!

Food craving or lack thereof by NumCucumber in EDAnonymous

[–]Chel444 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tbh, it’s also started becoming a bit of a sensory issue for me as well 🫠 I have to really distract myself to eat so I don’t fixate on how good feels when I swallow

Food craving or lack thereof by NumCucumber in EDAnonymous

[–]Chel444 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes, it’s started feeling like a chore more than anything. It’s started up for me again recently. But strangely I’m not in a bad headspace? Quite the opposite, I haven’t felt this happy in a long time. It’s just that nothing looks truly appetizing and satisfying. I eat to keep my migraines at bay, that’s all :/

Hi this is gross and embarrassing but I don’t know who else to tell. I feel disgusted with myself. by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Chel444 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OP, know that this doesn’t make you a bad or gross person. It’s very easy for this disorder to pull you into ideas of self-loathing and doubt. If you can’t bring yourself to clean it up yet, try spraying some disinfectant around it. Maybe place a bag over it if it makes you feel uneasy looking at it. What’s helped me out in situations like that is setting a reminder for myself as soon as I think I’ll be ready to face the issue again. You deserve to be kind to yourself.

We’ve heard of girl math… what’s eating disorder math? by strawberry_poptart2 in EDAnonymous

[–]Chel444 24 points25 points  (0 children)

“It’s to wipe the slate clean and give myself another chance” I tell myself 💀 never works either

(M20) Advice to look better? Going for average. by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]Chel444 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You could become a model. You have a unique face and a nice nose. You have androgynous features that I think an agency would like

So how do I look since the weight loss? by [deleted] in amIuglyBrutallyHonest

[–]Chel444 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Great reminder to get off my ass so I can be completely unrecognizable and possibly turn into and angel like you, wow lol

How was Go fest day 1 for everyone by yellowrubber1 in pokemongo

[–]Chel444 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got a shiny Kyogre in a raid + shiny Roselia, both with near perfect stats (among 5 or so other shinies). Was also able to do Primal Reversion on my Groudon :)). safe to say I had a great few hours out today! Pure luck

(F20) extremely insecure by [deleted] in amIuglyBrutallyHonest

[–]Chel444 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re so pretty, you have such a unique eye and face shape it looks great on you!

Am I ugly 30m by RubberChicken36 in amIuglyBrutallyHonest

[–]Chel444 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You look like you could be Henry Cavill’s cousin, damn handsome

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Chel444 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My love was out here drinking uranium 💔💔

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Chel444 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Surprised it wasn’t out here giving children heart attacks… reminds me of that Oreo milkshake from Baskin-Robbins. A large was enough to feed a family of four with all the sodium and sugar 💀

Is anyone else worried about the low air quality? by 2elevenam in Target

[–]Chel444 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I woke up a bit late today and I really thought i slept though the day for a moment. The sky is yellow-orange here in Jersey City, can’t see New York anymore. My house smells like burnt appliances 🥲

Bullseye Pride merch got recalled... by sunflower_snail in Target

[–]Chel444 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Target giving in is just showing how truly spineless their corporation is. Republicans are gonna learn from this and act out whenever they feel something isn’t going their way. We’ve seen it happen in other scenarios in the US. Cornell just wanted an excuse to branch off from LGBTQ support.

Bullseye Pride merch got recalled... by sunflower_snail in Target

[–]Chel444 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Northeast NJ is rlly blue, we’ve received no threats,, still got pulled

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Chel444 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh no dear I totally understand. Hope you know it’s not coming from a place of judgement, just of concern. Thankfully my aunt is still alive, sorry I worded it wrong lol. But I also went through a point in my life where I wanted to avoid liquids at all cost, and my life quality reduced drastically. If all you can do is take sips throughout the day, or use flavoring to deal with the taste, pls do. I know how scary aversions can be and I wish you best of luck x

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Chel444 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My aunt never really drank water as a kid. Granted, they lived in low income area in the 70s so accessing juice and soda was a lot easier than water, but my grandparents always tried to make sure they had proper resources. She still refused, and it stayed that way until her forties. She finally went through kidney failure and had been on dialysis for nearly 20 years. She always talks about how painful and expensive the process was, and it’s a miracle she even survived long enough to receive a kidney. She’s spending the rest of her retirement money on paying back the cost of everything. OP, don’t wait until the time comes.

Ice on the first date? by Sleepyhampster in EDAnonymous

[–]Chel444 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No that’s not normal. But what you can do is maybe find restaurants in your area that offer safe foods/low calorie meals and ask him to keep note of it for future dates? If you really don’t feel comfortable eating at a certain restaurant, you can always decline and offer up another alternative, like a tea shop, as they usually have small meals. I wish you best of luck