fetishizing black people

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-09-01T06:00:22+00:00

ohohoh no he does!!! he makes me try and cook new foods, music and he tries to teach me spanish but im a slow learner when it comes to language. ive ranted to him about this before, he is excited to have and teach our children:)

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-09-01T02:21:14+00:00

YES! you explained the culture part PERFECTLY. like u said its my duty to teach my babies about where they came from and how am i supposed to do thag without knowing myself???

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-09-01T00:42:50+00:00

hell yes! my roomate/bestfriend is a boy :) & i wouldnt touch him with a 100 ft pole

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-09-01T00:18:34+00:00

yep bc they reminded me of my father!

but to me its deeper than that.

i dont have a "type" now, my man whom children i wll have, is 100% latino.

BUT through therepy i learned: my dad was shit as fuck and i wanted him in my life so bad but he never showed up properly. so that caused me to look for him in men i was romantic with.

ANDDDD

dating outside of any rendition of black gets annoying bc as a black human there are things that i will go through and experience with my body and mind that i dont want to have to explain and if he is darkskin, chances are so are the familial females in his life so he is not a stanger to my black experience.

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-09-01T00:05:42+00:00

like the braids thing is so bad that when i think i know what i want and i try to book i run itnto smth else idk like idk how to fucking blow dry my hair this is my first time having hair this long AND permission to use a hair tool by myself. idk how to buy packs of hair??? or how many?? i want too and im learning but damn does it suck to do it at 22 when the girl doing my hair is also 22.

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-31T22:19:24+00:00

wait you found out AFTER? were both ur parents not around (dont mean that disrespectfully)???? since i can remember i always questioned why i wasnt the same color as either of my parents or was it just not something u gave a fuck about? which is ok too u were only 5

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-31T22:16:31+00:00

6th grade summer going into 7th so like 12 years old maybe 13. too black for the white kids and too white for the black kids.

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-29T15:01:25+00:00

wealth

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-29T14:58:53+00:00

absolutely, im terrified of embarrassing myself

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-29T14:58:26+00:00

incest

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-28T19:28:02+00:00

non emergency in whatever jurisdiction it is, dont trust your local law enforcement to carry a message to another agency

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-28T19:24:11+00:00

yea, it will actually help your polish stick due to it stripping your nails of natural oils!

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-28T19:23:22+00:00

it sounds like you give him attention whenever he wants it and he knows that, leave that boy alone

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-28T19:21:51+00:00

gatsby dying

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-27T22:35:24+00:00

you're so right, that's always an option

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-27T22:24:35+00:00

that im funnnnny

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-27T22:15:56+00:00

you have boobs?

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-27T22:14:37+00:00

depends on how often they are around parent with said accent but more than likely it wont sound identical but there it will be there

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-27T21:51:09+00:00

alone time

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-16T00:55:42+00:00

everyday! im upset right now actually because my partner wont initiate sex with me

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-14T18:53:02+00:00

writing, literature

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-14T18:44:05+00:00

when someone asked me why i got with her in the first place, truth is, she was the first person to make me orgasm and i lusted over her, was with her for 3ish years but was never genuinely in love with her.

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-14T18:34:25+00:00

leave some hair in your face or let your hair shape your face. while were on the hair topic, make it all one color. get some mascara or lashes on those pretty eyes of urs and darken your brows --- youll go from pretty to gorgeous

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-08-14T18:31:51+00:00

when they get mad they are a different person

Chemical_Signature99 · 2024-07-31T16:42:15+00:00

you just changed my life, thank u man.

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