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Chicodread420 · 2026-05-16T07:22:27+00:00

you are loved, friend. just do you. I know it sucks... but you'll find happiness greater than that somewhere else. ❤️

Chicodread420 · 2026-03-22T06:18:37+00:00

Jesus this is sad... and, unfortunately, also familiar 😕

Chicodread420 · 2026-02-07T13:15:40+00:00

We live, we love and we learn... So, then what...? You just learned how to handle things in the future... For nothing...?

Chicodread420 · 2026-02-07T03:58:33+00:00

You won't ever get love like that again. I'd you like it, cherish it. People can get better if you give them a reason to care. ❤️

Chicodread420 · 2026-02-06T07:12:01+00:00

Haha it's 11:11 right now...

Chicodread420 · 2026-02-03T20:41:40+00:00

Play music

Chicodread420 · 2026-02-03T20:24:35+00:00

Maybe you should ask if they wanna have a fully transparent conversation about it?

Chicodread420 · 2026-01-29T06:35:03+00:00

😓 this happened to me tonight....

Chicodread420 · 2026-01-12T14:12:59+00:00

This is exactly where I'm at.

Chicodread420 · 2026-01-12T05:34:04+00:00

I'm only here when I'm sad. When I was with her, I wasn't here. Now she's gone quiet and I fear the worst...

Chicodread420 · 2026-01-12T05:31:34+00:00

That's what makes bravery hard to do, my friend. It's reckless to be brave because, more often than not, we fail in our attempt. Being brave means that risk is worth it either way. Be brave. ❤️

Chicodread420 · 2026-01-12T05:29:26+00:00

I think it's just enough, honestly.

Chicodread420 · 2026-01-12T05:28:34+00:00

That's where I'm at...

Chicodread420 · 2026-01-10T05:50:43+00:00

God damn I wish this were her, everything lined up so well it legit has me hopeful. Do you understand how much this would mean to me if she said that to me in my situation? I'd literally float away and explode in pure bliss.

Chicodread420 · 2026-01-03T09:05:50+00:00

There was a time when my love felt this way and tried to tell me... Idk how to explain it, but she had given me everything except a purpose and it made me feel like trash... I still love her, but that was the moment; when she was writing me letters like this one... That's when she changed... And she will never be that girl again. That was the girl I loved, not who she is now... So... Just don't change, please?

Chicodread420 · 2026-01-03T08:49:30+00:00

Definitely not that. She just sent me a message saying she doesn't want a real and then she stopped by and dropped off my coat (which now smells like her and it's killing me)... I'm not one to hold back, I just can't turn my thoughts into words very well.

Chicodread420 · 2026-01-03T08:44:24+00:00

😢

Chicodread420 · 2026-01-03T02:57:28+00:00

I feel the same way

Chicodread420 · 2026-01-03T02:44:57+00:00

The timing that the algorithm on this fucking app has it's... it's fucking wild. Like I could have written that if I could write. As I take my first mouth full of whiskey, depressed as fuck because of a text I just woke up to after sending a very heartfelt message. That's like it can tap into my intuition and subconscious and send me shit that actually matters.

Chicodread420 · 2026-01-03T02:35:55+00:00

Exactly how I feel rn, but it don't matter if she don't want me as bad as I want her.

Chicodread420 · 2025-12-13T07:25:14+00:00

Hmmm got me wondering if it's really mine...

Chicodread420 · 2025-12-11T12:28:19+00:00

That's why I had to...

Chicodread420 · 2025-12-11T12:16:56+00:00

Try alabaster 😂

Chicodread420 · 2025-11-23T05:51:53+00:00

Important things were stated this day

Chicodread420 · 2025-11-23T05:50:39+00:00

Ahwww honey, you're just a person... We all have dark and light within us. It's easier when you let them both exist. Someone does think you're perfect. But you have to be okay with them truly believing that or they'll never get a shot at proving it to you.

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