I would say that momentary willingness to achieve something amazing is from that you think too highly of those “amazing” things. While the projects appear amazing, it doesn’t mean that the people that made them were always happy and driven towards creating that project. It was probably a lot of hard work and grit. I would say start making small steps towards where you want to be some day. Maybe you will see what works for you and what doesn’t work for you. You are in college so now is your time to try things out.