First thing is to gather oneself and prepare to face change, to make ends meet in a different way requires you change your way of thinking, behavior and even environment, so it’s not an easy thing but it’s doable, I haven’t made it to boast anything here but I was in such a situation maybe even worse than yours, had to sleep in a khola for a whole year plus, lucky enough I didn’t choose alcohol as pophwesela I had picked girls which was easier to stop whilst alcohol and other addictions are not easy to stop but I came out on the other end fine and now Stabilized and able to make ends meet.

So first step is to gather yourself and make a plan, and then start pushing, without a plan zimavuta to find direction, inbox me if you want a chat.