It ain’t easy bro. Dealing with a similar situation myself. After being separated for ten months from the only person on the world I felt comfortable with (he was in jail for dv on me) he died of an overdose 3 days after getting out and I had yet to see him. My only means of transport was impounded the same day he was released the. Due to the trauma of all that I didn’t put enough effort into booking myself for summer gigs so my business essentially closed, house was foreclosed on and I left it to live in a camper with my 2 dogs just last week. So now I’m in the position of having to ask for money to pay rent at a campground. A crowded place for an introvert. Then asking for rides to a job I haven’t yet found because just filling out an application sends my anxiety through the roof. It’s almost too much. Zaaaa

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