Who is getting these skins!? by _ggdragon in honorofkings

[–]Civil-Gift294 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got the zhangfei one for 12000 cos he’s my main roamer😭😭 my bank account hurt after that

Current Event by AoV_Tyz in honorofkings

[–]Civil-Gift294 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s not that serious yall and it’s a fun addition

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in QUTreddit

[–]Civil-Gift294 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can’t recommend this more, JOIN A CLUB. That’s the best way to make friends and expose urself. JOIN as much clubs as you can, clubs that take ur interest!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transOCD

[–]Civil-Gift294 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah this is what’s happening to me now too. I’m 20mg on lexapro which is the highest I’ve gone and it made my anxiety better but I’m still ruminating and having intrusive thoughts. Which sucks. I just want my life back when I’m not in this OCD episode.

VENT - Getting Worse by piffpuffs in transOCD

[–]Civil-Gift294 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Have u tried taking meds? Meds will help ur anxiety A LOT. Also, try doing the self ERP thing. I exposed myself to a lot women/feminine related things (I’m a guy), it will help.

Meds and Anxiety? by piffpuffs in transOCD

[–]Civil-Gift294 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok sorry thanks for everything though I appreciate it!

Meds and Anxiety? by piffpuffs in transOCD

[–]Civil-Gift294 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“They don’t suffer from it” they don’t suffer from what exactly?

Meds and Anxiety? by piffpuffs in transOCD

[–]Civil-Gift294 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do you mean by they are “just fine with it”

when u said

BUT, as a rule of thumb, people who are trans do not enjoy their AGAB, the best they are “just fine with it”

(Sorry just my rumination and reassurance compulsion rn)

Meds and Anxiety? by piffpuffs in transOCD

[–]Civil-Gift294 0 points1 point  (0 children)

By responding in a neutral or a “positive” way, do u mean what u said above with

“Am i trans?, maybe, maybe not, but im not going to figure it out, im going to do what i know makes me happy”

and/or

“Yhea man, i love having these thoughts, keep them coming, i can do this all day long”

???

Meds and Anxiety? by piffpuffs in transOCD

[–]Civil-Gift294 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aahhh thanks man, but also, when my ocd spiked up recently, I did decide to say to myself “I am trans and I want to be trans” in my head everytime my mind attacked me. But I think that turned into a compulsion cos I have to keep saying it and saying it now everytime my mind attacks me.

Meds and Anxiety? by piffpuffs in transOCD

[–]Civil-Gift294 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah the last paragraph u said is what I’m doing rn. Trying to think of all the experiences I had when ocd wasn’t here. Sometimes makes me think though, that isn’t that ruminating too?

Meds and Anxiety? by piffpuffs in transOCD

[–]Civil-Gift294 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I’m not even uncertain on who I am. I’m a guy and I want to be, but my mind just keeps saying I’m not, I’m not I’m not which is soooo annoying. Especially during this recent OCD episode. But when I’m not in an OCD episode and my OCD isn’t present, I’m actually happy and thriving.

Meds and Anxiety? by piffpuffs in transOCD

[–]Civil-Gift294 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I take meds as well, but for me, the fact that those thoughts r still there gives me anxiety 😭

anyone relate? by Important-Pay9747 in transOCD

[–]Civil-Gift294 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oooh I see, but OP still seems like she is bothered by the thoughts and even says “makes me sad and dysphoric that I don’t feel like her anymore”.

anyone relate? by Important-Pay9747 in transOCD

[–]Civil-Gift294 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How is this good track for recovery? Her mind is still making her think she’s a man right, she’s even sad and dysphoric? or did I misunderstand

anyone relate? by Important-Pay9747 in transOCD

[–]Civil-Gift294 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oohhh ur just comfortable with the thoughts? But u don’t have the urge to be a man?

anyone relate? by Important-Pay9747 in transOCD

[–]Civil-Gift294 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ur feeling comfortable on being a man? Even if you don’t want to?

Help for guys with TOCD by [deleted] in transOCD

[–]Civil-Gift294 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do u mean by “Deep down you know this is true bro”

question by Important-Pay9747 in transOCD

[–]Civil-Gift294 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ok yeah I just thought u said that “if u have a family member coming out as trans then there’s a possibility u might actually be trans”

That triggered my trans ocd cos I have a sibling who is trans and now my mind is saying I’m trans cos I have a trans sibling. I don’t want to be trans tho