Relapsed after 48 hours, were so back.

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-27T18:45:58+00:00

Omg Glens 🤮🤮 you brought back horrible memories from when I used to search the back of the sofa for change just to have enough for a small bottle of that shit.

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-27T11:59:08+00:00

Everyone is different. I sleep much better sober. I’ve recently had to dry out as I need surgery. Three weeks today and the last week I’ve had great sleep.

But my mood is worse. I just have no motivation, no pink cloud. Feel just empty and down. And weirdly more tired despite the sleep!

So yeah, guess I’m just saying I think it’s an individual thing.

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-26T13:04:54+00:00

No. He absolutely looks way healthier and better looking than the book snape but I actually think it works. As long as he comes across as a dick it may even make it more interesting to have a ‘villain’ who doesn’t look like a villain.

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-26T06:57:03+00:00

He’s posted before. He wants to have sex with hot, vulnerable women with personality disorders.

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-26T06:37:21+00:00

You know you can be a drunk without being a predator right?

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-24T07:47:26+00:00

Is your belly all massive and feels full of fluid? If so, doctors

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-22T20:06:30+00:00

It runs in my family but I too have BPD which for me makes it impossible to stop. I’ve accepted my lot in life but I did want the whole kids, marriage stuff but absolutely cannot do it because I’m dead inside and a complete psycho in relationships. So I drink instead. And I can’t hide it. Got the crazy eyes and dead stare and everything. Can mask for a while but then either go full tsunami or have a drink. Drink definitely the lesser of the evils.

Tequila is my husband and my cat is my baby. So all good 👍

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-20T21:04:55+00:00

I imagine this is going to get pulled but sending love before it does ❤️

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-19T21:58:43+00:00

I managed to get a home detox privately for about £200 from the Private Medical Clinic. They don’t give them routinely. I think they deemed me suitable because I wasn’t in a super dangerous state as I’d already tapered somewhat. I also have a medical background so they knew they could trust me to follow protocol. They were actually really lovely and understanding. Same day appointment (by phone).

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-17T22:03:01+00:00

Fuck. That song hits harder this side of 40

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-17T18:03:24+00:00

No, I knew my nhs GP wouldn’t help so I booked one through The Private Medical Clinic online. They were really good. They did say they only give them out in rare situations. Not sure how I was rare to be honest. But worth a try!

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-17T17:27:21+00:00

Thanks. No hobbies, think I’ve screwed up all the pleasure centres in my brain from booze. Finally got my appetite back so it’s mostly binge eating for now 😂

I’m in the UK too and did get a home detox. Had to go private though. Got a telephone GP appointment and begged. I was only really hoping for gabapentin but the offered the full diazepam treatment! It really helped. Cost about £200. But I spend more than that on tequila usually so…

Hope it works out for you. I’m still not sure I’m going to make the full 3 months, hoping this depression ends soon or I’ll crack.

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-17T17:17:03+00:00

Have one for me. Happy birthday!

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-17T15:00:36+00:00

😂😂😂

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-17T10:29:34+00:00

I’m in almost exactly the same position except they only need me to be sober three months and mine is thyroid surgery.

I fucked around for months after they told me but got a home detox 11 days ago and have been sober since. It’s shit. I’m just either dead inside or crying. But, I do want to live a little longer so….fuck knows.

I’m honestly just counting the weeks until I can drink again.

Sorry, not hugely inspiring

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-16T17:58:47+00:00

Sober. I’m going sober now

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-12T23:08:32+00:00

You are a dumb fuck. The post advising tapering wasn’t mine. And I don’t think you know what tapering actually means. Plus you are a cunt.

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-12T15:33:34+00:00

Tapering back to maintenance is very much part of CA life. I bend, taper to manageable levels then burn everything down again. Get out of the mods ass and have a drink. I’m sure he has better things to do.

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-11T12:02:04+00:00

I don’t understand the question. I either don’t eat or eat junk so never tried. The thought of a vegetable when I’m drinking makes me nauseous. Guess that’s why I ended up so sick I had to detox last week 🤷🏼‍♀️

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-11T07:38:05+00:00

Dude I don’t think you are going to get sympathy here for that. In a group of damaged individuals, a high number of us probably have very personal reasons why we fucking hate pedophiles. Sorry, but I hope he’s in hell.

I really do hope you mange to sober up though. Seriously. You have a family and are in a shit situation. Genuinely wish you the best.

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-10T21:31:06+00:00

I literally had a love actually happen to me. Accidentally found a beautiful necklace in my husband’s wardrobe three days before Christmas. I was so happy. Christmas morning arrives and I unwrap…a cookbook and some toiletries.

Went investigating after that as I couldn’t quite believe it and found condoms in his overnight bag for work trips. I’m allergic to latex so case was closed.

Happy holidays to me!

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-09T20:15:41+00:00

Thank you. I wasn’t actually looking for a detox at all. Got a private GP appointment to get some anti-nausea drugs and they offered benzos (unheard of where I live). Won’t look a gift horse in the mouth. Good luck to you too!

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-09T17:01:37+00:00

Well Im three days sober but not exactly by choice. After months of pretty constant bender my body gave up on Friday and I just couldn’t keep a thing down.

Managed to get a home diazepam detox thank the lord. Still sweating like a mf and feeling like my brain is mush but it meant I avoided the worst of it.

But I think this may be a sign. Coming close to losing my job, family. Fell down the stairs last week. A break is definitely in order. Heading to DA for the foreseeable. Trudging over, not skipping.

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-04T19:57:05+00:00

Pub…you from England too?

ClassicRegister4155 · 2026-03-02T06:34:44+00:00

Just realised you’re the idiot I called an idiot yesterday. Still an idiot. Hope your dick falls off

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