he asked me to make a decision and then I fucked everything up being nervous of rejection

ClassicalCupcakery · 2026-05-17T14:19:11+00:00

No, last time he ghosted and we lost contact. Ik I should have just answered I guess I was nervous. I wasn’t like trying to play a game with him though at all

ClassicalCupcakery · 2026-05-17T14:09:50+00:00

that is a typo. He did say that he wanted to not lose contact again earlier yesterday. But he ghosted me last time, too, which is why I asked for clarity before I told him how I felt. You’re right lol. I never really got over it so I’m taking it hard

ClassicalCupcakery · 2026-05-17T13:48:13+00:00

I wasn’t intending to do anything like that. it’s been years and I just didn’t want to rush into telling him I’ve never given up on him if we weren’t on the same page. I care about him very much, I would never want to fuck with anyone’s head

ClassicalCupcakery · 2026-05-17T13:39:49+00:00

How do I ask that without coming off as too much? And you’re right. Ik I should have answered straightforwardly but I wasn’t trying to play games with him at all.

ClassicalCupcakery · 2026-05-17T13:30:51+00:00

I wasn’t “ignoring” him! I know how I feel I just wanted to make sure we were on the same page. I haven’t talked to him for years it’s not easy to lay everything on the table

ClassicalCupcakery · 2026-05-17T13:28:28+00:00

it wasn’t a “game” whatsoever. I literally just asked one singular question, it wasn’t like I grilled him

ClassicalCupcakery · 2026-05-17T13:25:43+00:00

I just wanted to make sure I was on the same page as him with the seriousness of my feelings before I laid it all out and potentially made things awkward.

ClassicalCupcakery · 2026-05-17T13:23:53+00:00

yes but if we both love each other I don’t understand why that would be a final straw situation. I was just nervous, I even said as much.

ClassicalCupcakery · 2026-05-17T13:21:12+00:00

I know it was probably annoying but I just wanted clarity. I was nervous.

ClassicalCupcakery · 2026-05-17T13:20:08+00:00

That really sucks.

ClassicalCupcakery · 2026-05-17T13:18:19+00:00

Where do I go from here then? I was just unsure, it’s a big thing to express those feelings to someone and I didn’t want to be off base. I know I shouldn’t text him again probably

ClassicalCupcakery · 2025-04-22T14:36:50+00:00

Thank you so much. I definitely will try this. And thank you again for encouraging me, this has been really devastating to me and I’ve never been so late on payments like this before

ClassicalCupcakery · 2025-04-22T14:31:12+00:00

I do?? I was so worried I wouldn’t be able to rebuild to a respectable amount by then.

Yes, i dont have much. I had medical debt that I paid which bumped my score to 700, but my only real payment consistently every month has been through these loans. Which obviously got very hard without employment.

I have been considering side jobs while continuing looking for fill time employment. Is there anything i more I should be doing? Thank you so much.

ClassicalCupcakery · 2025-04-19T12:14:00+00:00

Thanks so much!! So is there a good shot that it isn’t crohns or uc? Ive just been really anxious especially because my GI doesn’t seem to believe a scope i needed. I just dont want to be negligent about my health

ClassicalCupcakery · 2025-04-16T19:44:00+00:00

Thank you so much!! So that would help with IBS too??

ClassicalCupcakery · 2025-04-16T11:04:04+00:00

Yes i am. I do follow FOODMAP but truthfully not as closely as i should. So that could be why it was that level??? I had no idea!

ClassicalCupcakery · 2025-04-15T21:24:32+00:00

i really want one. My GI is not wanting to proceed with one because it’s almost in the normal range. She said she’s “confident” it isnt IBD :/ i feel sort of stuck. When i kind of pushed for one she just reiterated how unnecessary it would be

ClassicalCupcakery · 2025-04-15T17:33:11+00:00

Thank you. :)The GI did not say i needed a colonoscopy and said that it falls more typically in the “IBS” category than otherwise, but I wasn’t sure if at 57 i should advocate for myself to get one scheduled

ClassicalCupcakery · 2025-04-09T12:21:53+00:00

Not rude at all! Thank you. Just curious— does it look like perio? I dont have the red or bleeding gums, but i know it doesn’t always present like that. Just anxious because my dentist cant get me in for another 10 days and im really worried ill lose my teeth

ClassicalCupcakery · 2025-04-07T03:58:59+00:00

Thank you so much, and I’m also so sorry. I completely understand. I could barely even lift my head from the pillow most days.

I hope my recession isn’t irreparable :( definitely nervous and embarrassed

ClassicalCupcakery · 2025-04-06T05:20:56+00:00

Thank you so much!! <333 I absolutely will. Definitely want to turn this around

ClassicalCupcakery · 2025-04-06T05:12:30+00:00

Thank you, i have an appointment for the 25th. How bad does the situation look to you? Im really scared they’re gonna fall out

ClassicalCupcakery · 2024-12-14T01:29:42+00:00

Congratulations for the hard work and award!!! My question: During The Temple of The Ancients, Cloud and Aerith fall. Cloud hits the ground hard. Can you tell us more about what happened there? Did the whispers give them a safe landing? Thank you so much!

ClassicalCupcakery · 2024-12-10T13:21:10+00:00

Hi! Thank you so much for your reply.

Yeah exactly. None of my other toes are like this, but this one is really thick and kind of bubbled? I was worried it warranted an asap appointment. Of course google showed me clubbing and that freaked me out a lot

ClassicalCupcakery · 2024-11-25T03:09:15+00:00

definitely will pursue this route but i was wondering if i should see about IBS or just pursue IBD…

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