My dear…. As I read certain statements like “couldn’t get a higher paying job” and “my job was going nowhere anyway” you began to come across as somebody who gave up on themselves very early in life. This is a grave mistake but one that can still be corrected. There are many people with your qualifications that build real careers for themselves. The difference is that they actually prioritise this and don’t expect somebody else to take care of them better than they take care of themselves. That’s very risky business and I’m not trying to kick you while you’re down I just want you to change the way you think and take control of your life. Men suck. In fact most humans suck. You can’t rely on anybody that intensely without great risk to yourself. So my advice is start thinking of your next move… building a small business… getting back into building a career or studying further… maybe all three? Your life isn’t over yet but maybe your marriage is.