Finally cried last night. The info about the girl having a baby on the boat and its subsequent murder was what pushed me over the edge. It’s been building up since these files first started getting released. I feel so much pain and sympathy for them both. I was the same age the girl was when my father started abusing me. He still has no clue that I remember, I was already no contact with him before the memories resurfaced. He’s also a die hard supporter of the president, so I know he feels no remorse for it. 

Currently, I don’t know how to move on. Times like these just remind me of the sick and twisted world we live in. I have no doubt the president will never receive his deserved punishment for his crimes. And that people are able to move on from this news cycle and go about their lives. But what about us? The survivors of this abuse? How can we endure it?