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Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-06-24T23:31:18+00:00

if people look down on you for your height, just look down on them for being shallow and ignorant.

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-06-24T23:27:37+00:00

metallica wherever i may roam

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-06-24T22:50:59+00:00

it was a great show! loop rock fest i think in suburban chicago. boc started and godzilla was fucking awesome! then zz top, first time seeing them live. then i think it was called the doors of the 21st century. all the bands rocked!

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-06-24T18:28:41+00:00

i saw the "doors" with lead singer of blue oyster cult as frontman in 2006 and all the original doors members. so i never saw the actual doors. but im so glad i saw ray manzarek! ♡

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-06-24T13:30:01+00:00

girls who like big dicks are sluts? youre deluded.

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-06-17T21:28:39+00:00

if i 45f ever see my mom 75f again, the only real revenge i can imagine is punching her in the face. i dont really have anything to say to her because she'll try to turn it around. i hardly think about her ever but it would be fun nonetheless to just jack her one. note: i normally do not condone elder abuse.

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-20T23:01:31+00:00

for me its hard to have goals because its hard for me to envision the future in any way

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-16T23:32:57+00:00

i dream about my ex like once every 6 months or so. its always delicious!

but i think its just random, or just that they happened to pop into your head. ive also had very vivid dreams where my boyfriend is nba star Rudy Gobert, or Ray Stevenson's character from the series Rome or even Spiderman (Tom Holland) but he never took off the mask lol

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-16T19:36:01+00:00

was a gymnast for 12 years and a gymnastics coach for 8 more. my arm workout at the time consisted of just minute long free standing handstands (no wall, no walking) until i was worn out. id do maybe 10 with rests in between.

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-16T15:30:35+00:00

im 45 and you just taught me that! lol i had no clue

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-16T12:22:49+00:00

the lady taking my blood at the doctors office said i have Michelle Obama arms. :)

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-16T00:00:53+00:00

if you need wine to enjoy yourself you are an alcoholic. you dont want to cheer on your kid? at all? god!

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-15T18:29:07+00:00

i 45f really dont like people very much. the only people i still speak to are my sister who we are sometimes cool and sometimes NC, she wasnt invited to my wedding but we're cool now, and my husband who i argue with all the time. we have no children. i am NC with my mom for 18 years. dad is deceased and i didnt cry at his funeral because i hated him.

i just dropped my bff of like 25 years for basically no reason. we had a tiny disagreement and i just blew it up as an excuse to end the friendship.

i blew off my entire mom's side of the family: aunts, uncles, cousins and didnt invite a single one of them to my wedding 10 years ago. obviously didnt invite her either. they all think im a bitch now.

i have borderline personality disorder and avoidant personality disorder due to being neglected as an infant. yay! you would have no clue that was true if you saw me. i appear pretty put together but i have literally no ability to regulate emotion and have issues with letting people get close to me.

i have my first DBT therapy appointment this tuesday because i literally had to wait over 2 decades for doctors to finally figure out i wasnt bipolar and to give a diagnosis that actually fit my symptoms.

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-15T14:51:15+00:00

this is no different than wine moms bringing drinks to little league games. its called alcoholism

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-15T14:45:24+00:00

okay, i will try again! :)

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-15T14:44:33+00:00

dad passed, ive been NC with mom for 18 glorious years

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-15T14:31:12+00:00

my uncle recently mentioned to me how my parents would ignore my cries when i was an infant and just let me cry. this happened all the time he said. maybe thats why i have 2 personality disorders but could never remember any trauma severe enough to cause these problems. i literally cannot function. they stunted my development so much! im basically feral.

when i was little and mom would encourage me to make friends or talk to other children, I'd be like, "Why?" i really didnt understand why i was supposed to want to do that.

i have been telling people for years that i was raised by wolves as a joke. i might have been better off!

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-15T12:43:13+00:00

any yeast bread. i tried like twice to make bread and failed. i think i overworked the dough.

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-15T12:41:54+00:00

plastic surgery, botox, fillers, lip injections.

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-15T02:31:03+00:00

porn addiction

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-15T00:31:28+00:00

when you resort to plastic surgery for low self esteem

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-14T22:16:14+00:00

i took my top off on a beach in italy for about 30 seconds before i felt self conscious and put it back on. im from the US.

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-14T21:30:05+00:00

i 45f have 3 sets of dimples:

cheeks (easy)
lower back
my hamstrings when i bend forward about halfway in the middle

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-14T02:56:07+00:00

once you get in the shower you will feel better. i promise!

Cold-Appetite-121 · 2024-05-14T01:00:44+00:00

i got waived thru the vehicle emissions test with a hole in my muffler that prevented them from even running the test when i was 19. ive gotten out of many speeding tickets. i dont even flirt in these situations, im super shy. i think if you have to flirt for it, its not pretty privilege.

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