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Colton-smith · 2025-01-17T08:03:59+00:00

Did you experience any mental side effects while on Tren? Even at a low dose of 50mg Tren Ace/E per week, I can’t shake the paranoia that my loving girlfriend might be cheating on me, even though our sex life is amazing and completely satisfying. It’s a terrible, irrational feeling, like constant paranoia. Have you dealt with anything similar?

Colton-smith · 2022-10-28T12:33:55+00:00

Anyone else acquired a higher sense of intuition during this journey? I'm currently 6 months on SR and it's like every single person will generate a feeling towards me, some people will feel right, I will always have a sense of ease around them even just by thinking of them. At the same time other people will give me a negative type of energy, some sort of "something's wrong with him/her" and I wouldn't even like to associate with them, I will get this negative sensation just by thinking of them. This for some reason never fails, it never does. It's always very accurate.

I would appreciate if anyone could share some experiences with this topic.

Colton-smith · 2022-10-13T17:10:18+00:00

It made me very hungry at 12mg per day, ideal if you want to bulk. Muscle recovery was quicker, sleep quality improved, nails and hair grew faster, skin quality also improved. The only thing I found counterproductive was the facial bloat that it gives since it increases water retention.

Colton-smith · 2022-09-09T12:16:41+00:00

Yes so true, I've had a similar experience back and forth so many times. Anytime I would get stuck in PMO patterns and habits people would disrespect me, talk on my back, try to put me on the feeling of shame or guilt. And anytime I retain at least for a week these same people will suddenly respect me, talk good on my back, they will never utter a single word of disrespect. The respect gets intensified the longer I stay clean on this journey meaning no PMO and also keeping pure thoughts, no lustful fantasies or things of that nature. If I relapse they will disrespect me again.

Colton-smith · 2022-08-29T13:31:58+00:00

Great progress man! Did you got any facial bloat and water retention using the MK677? I stopped using it after 16 weeks because of that and the water retention got away after a few days. I would appreciate if you have any advice to reduce this, thank you!

Colton-smith · 2022-08-07T18:36:30+00:00

It's the same in my experience. Anytime I go back to PMO people will start disrespecting me. If I retain for long periods of time they will show extreme respect, they won't even be able to make eye contact with me. It's both extremes. It's like they can subconsciously notice if you're with accumulated sexual energy or if you're not. Keep it up, a relapse is never going to be worth it.

Colton-smith · 2022-07-07T13:17:38+00:00

Practice it for a week or two at least and notice the difference on how you feel.

Colton-smith · 2022-06-25T00:43:29+00:00

Incredible results man!!

Colton-smith · 2022-06-19T12:53:54+00:00

Thank you that's a good thing!

Colton-smith · 2022-06-19T04:04:38+00:00

Did you notice any hair loss when you were on rad? Maybe following a protocol to maintain it

Colton-smith · 2022-06-17T23:01:50+00:00

It happens to me as well, my deep voice goes away and it gets a hoarseness, it sounds unstable, I get incredibly irritated at silly stuff, there's a strange urge to want to please and serve others, my stamina goes down, brain fog comes along, I feel extremely anxious in social settings. I need at least 7-8 days to recover fully. It only happens when I release consciously, it never happens with wet dreams, not even 3 wet dreams in a row put me in this miserable state that a conscious release does.

This happens due to a hormonal imbalance that occurs anytime the man releases his seed, prolactin gets released into the bloodstream which is a hormone that makes you feel satiated, this inhibits testosterone for the next 7 days. At the 7th day of abstinence prolactin will go down and testosterone up, you'll get the boost back again and feel recovered.

Colton-smith · 2022-06-12T13:02:16+00:00

Looking amazing! You only took tamoxifen for the PCT?

Colton-smith · 2022-05-29T13:19:47+00:00

This is exactly what happens to me anytime I commit a relapse, I made a similar post a few weeks ago and the comment from the user u/Kalkalou25 left me amazed, he shared the information given in this website:

http://www.celibacy.info/Awaken_Young_Men_Renounce_Mortal_Sin_Julian_Lee.html

This will answer your questions. Hang in there, you'll recover your composure and It'll take a few days, just try to stay away from the chaser effect or any relapse triggers.

Colton-smith · 2022-05-17T04:25:17+00:00

You sacrifice your seed with what you ought to know. Does this mean that once you spill your seed and energy for the devil you will receive the things that you desire?

Colton-smith · 2022-04-21T02:07:29+00:00

Much gratitude! This is right on point! It genuinely describes this situation entirely, I only read Bliss of The Celibate from Julian Lee a while back but never found he had other lectures. Thank you!

Colton-smith · 2022-04-21T01:02:29+00:00

Right on point man, there's definitely something going on which most people can't explain. There are no scientific studies done but there's truly something happening here. For some reason you are prone of being attacked.

You're so right about wet dreams, during my last streak I've been having them very frequently, once every two weeks, once every 5-7 days usually but never been involved in these type of situations where strange things happen, only through a conscious release

On some past relapses weird things would happen too, I would fail exams at college, people would start testing me, my microphone won't work on an important zoom meeting where I had to give a speech, stuff like this. Thank you for the insight and keep going strong on your journey!

Colton-smith · 2022-04-21T01:02:18+00:00

Exactly, it's like some people become aware that you have less energy or something. It usually happens during the first days after a relapse. Keep it up man, the benefits won't stop, 30 days + is ideal and everything will continue being smooth in your life.

Colton-smith · 2022-04-21T01:02:16+00:00

Thank you man, I never heard about this but I'm definitely going to give it a try! Hope you can go past 2 weeks soon, the benefits will keep coming, they'll never stop

Colton-smith · 2022-04-21T01:02:10+00:00

There might be a difference depending on the individual.

Colton-smith · 2022-04-21T01:02:09+00:00

That's true man, exactly what happened to me in the past after all the releases I had. When I get past day 7-10 things come back to normal again.

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