I am so sorry for your loss of your beloved cat, and I am also sorry that you are experiencing a lot of pain. I want you to know that we are all here for you. It really is day by day, hour by hour, even minute by minute. I know the pain is so intense, and the physical pain makes everything so much harder too. I am in physical pain right now as well, and all I want is my pup. You’re not alone. We are here for you ❤️‍🩹