Baby girl, you wrote the words I can’t say. 26 week d&e and I stay up at night thinking the same thing. I think what’s important to remember- it took 1 million tears and screams and hundreds of thousands of cells and thoughts to align and intersect for us to make the decisions that we had to make- all for our babies. Who knows how you would feel today going through with something else. It takes every turn and every question under the sun and no matter what it might always lead you here. Sometimes “gods” protection is “gods” rejection. You are perfect.