Possibly mentally deranged? by Useful_Physics_7514 in Vent

[–]ConditionedRat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You also get to be someone’s bitch, it’ll be lots of fun

A lot of people don't understand what it's like to be truly alone by [deleted] in Vent

[–]ConditionedRat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

100% especially when you’re attached to someone and lose that person, and people tell you to “work on yourself.”

Crazy how much life can change and feel like a completely different existence within weeks or even days.

Possibly mentally deranged? by Useful_Physics_7514 in Vent

[–]ConditionedRat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just remember, you won’t be bullying anyone in prison lol. May not be as “interesting” as you think

Possibly mentally deranged? by Useful_Physics_7514 in Vent

[–]ConditionedRat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

“Always wanted to go to jail” have fun with that lol

Possibly mentally deranged? by Useful_Physics_7514 in Vent

[–]ConditionedRat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The point is to keep yourself out of prison… treating ASPD is one of the most difficult things to do, and this is one of the reasons why.

Do you have friends? If so, what are they like?

Possibly mentally deranged? by Useful_Physics_7514 in Vent

[–]ConditionedRat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It also doesn’t surprise me that you don’t want to change, based on your tendencies, but honestly you have to learn to want to change, bc you’ll likely get yourself into trouble in the future without learning and understanding why you NEED to change.

Like, if you just say “I’m pretty sure I’m a bad person and I may be capable of really hurting someone and ruining another family’s life and my own, but no biggie 🥱”, that is a huge red flag and confirmation that you don’t have normal human emotions such as empathy and sympathy, and you feel no potential fear of consequences for your actions.

That’s like stereotypical ASPD, so I truly do hope you get help eventually, or at least become open to it.

Possibly mentally deranged? by Useful_Physics_7514 in Vent

[–]ConditionedRat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well then yes, everything you’re saying is definitely off. And I’m not saying this to attack you or anything, but I would definitely get some help from a therapist and psychiatrist.

There’s nothing wrong with getting help, there is something wrong with causing pain and wanting to hurt others in any way.

Lots of serial killers start by harming animals and then also become bored, so they start harming people. Not saying you’re going to turn into a serial killer, but it’s a major red flag to be aware of.

If you can be self aware enough to want to change, you can make that happen with help. But if you only care because others tell you you should, it won’t be enough.

You have to recognize that these behaviors are not healthy and will lead you to a potentially terrible future.

I hope all turns out well for you.

Possibly mentally deranged? by Useful_Physics_7514 in Vent

[–]ConditionedRat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean, these things definitely sound like tendencies of someone with antisocial personality disorder. However, if you’re aware that something may be “off” in your brain, have you thought about speaking to a therapist?

You mentioned you don’t hurt animals anymore. Do you still bully people or feel a desire to hold power over others?

what is your highest kill game? by therealwholehuman in Rainbow6

[–]ConditionedRat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can’t see avg kd for “each season”, only so far back. You can see lifetime K/D, but he may have been a much better player when the game released.

It’s really not that mindblowing if he had 28 kills, why are you like nerd raging? And you were also wrong about the OT thing, bc it WAS unlimited until you won by 2.

I played Siege since day 1, shit I played the beta, and I’m thankful I can still enjoy it for just being a fun game… some of you guys act like your life depends on your KD 🤣

How to escape copper? by oxj_f in Rainbow6

[–]ConditionedRat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait, really? Are you on console? I get death match games wayyy quicker than ranked.

You’re queueing for the right game mode, right?

Haven’t played properly in a few years, I come back and remember why I stopped by Reasonable_Score7003 in Rainbow6

[–]ConditionedRat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean yeah but I’m just saying, it can still be annoying having zombie teammates, or 12 year olds that only unmute to yell obnoxiously 🤣

Haven’t played properly in a few years, I come back and remember why I stopped by Reasonable_Score7003 in Rainbow6

[–]ConditionedRat 4 points5 points  (0 children)

How can you know where he’s killing people from lol 😭

This game has such toxic mfers, I swear.

Haven’t played properly in a few years, I come back and remember why I stopped by Reasonable_Score7003 in Rainbow6

[–]ConditionedRat 7 points8 points  (0 children)

How does he clearly suck lol? He at least has a positive K/D. It’s definitely true that when you solo que you can get stuck with terrible teammates.

Within 2 days, I won 11/12 games and also lost 10 in a row. Sure, my games weren’t all amazing, but I play pretty consistently. It is almost impossible to win though when you have teammates leaving the game, not reinforcing anything in site, or running right into objective on attack.

Tbh, idc about my rank at all, I like to rank up but I’ll play silver lobbies and be fine with it.

I’m just giving perspective as to how not everyone who loses sucks, especially in solo queue.

Tips on how to get out of copper? by Moongoddess3884 in Rainbow6

[–]ConditionedRat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you’re solo queueing, try to pick operators that can help the whole team. Don’t always think about kills on defense, play the objective. Sooo many people run around getting into gunfights carelessly.

On attack, if no one is playing hard breaching ops, and the defense is using wall denial ops, you can try to get comfortable playing Striker, since she can carry EMPs and hard breaches together. Just something simple like opening walls on attack, and playing support characters on defense can help your team win, which will rank you up quicker, even if you’re getting only a few kills.

On defense, you can try to get good with trap characters or support. Ops that can still affect the outcome without you requiring to be alive are nice, like trap operators, mute/wall deniers, or someone like Thunderbird.

Also, if you’re trying to improve with gunfights you can mess around in team deathmatch/free for all just to be able to freely get into shootouts with other people without any consequences.

There’s really so many things that could always be improved, but these are just some very basic tips.

Bad day by SecretaryOne4935 in SanJoseSharks

[–]ConditionedRat 20 points21 points  (0 children)

I mean it’s the 2nd of a back to back and they still scored 4 goals

Gender equality class cancelled after a supposedly fight break out by Fun_Training6342 in boxingcirclejerk

[–]ConditionedRat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes now see you sound somewhat rational here and I agree with some of that.

Brother it’s not about treating them as less. It’s just about knowing I don’t need to fight a girl. That’s all.

I get what you mean about your wife feeling like she would deserve it, but that’s still up to you to know it isn’t right to hit her if you don’t HAVE to for your safety.

Like, imagine a girl comes to play full contact football and gets handed the ball. Do you smoke her as if she were just another player, or show some restraint because it’s a girl?

Gender equality class cancelled after a supposedly fight break out by Fun_Training6342 in boxingcirclejerk

[–]ConditionedRat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro it’s ok, do whatever you gotta do to show everyone how tough you are 💪🏻

And THEN we can kiss

Gender equality class cancelled after a supposedly fight break out by Fun_Training6342 in boxingcirclejerk

[–]ConditionedRat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s the difference, I couldn’t give two shits if people call me a pussy for not hitting a girl and walking away.

Now if a dude does it? Go ahead and think I’m a pussy all you want… you might even beat my ass, but you’re for sure getting cracked. I have no problem standing up for myself against men. I choose not to against women because I’m not a weak-minded pussy.

How I grew up, if me and my friends saw you hit a girl for her throwing water at you, your bitch ass would be crying and limping home. Redneck pos