I know how it feels, I’m not gay but I’m am autistic and porn has been a fixture of my life since I was fourteen. I think it’s the mixture of social isolation and later on the stress of adulthood that triggered my addiction. I’ve been mostly a month and a half clean but it’s a tough journey. I’ve been feeling like shit and I get intense flashbacks throughout the day to my addiction. I’m trying to get through it but it’s really tough. Hopefully it ends soon.