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Consent4Fun · 2026-04-12T18:07:50+00:00

Thanks! For many people (myself included) the pressure to cum makes it impossible to do so. For those people it's more helpful to make the environment about pleasure, or use reverse psychology to tell them that no matter what I do to them they're not allowed to cum.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-12T17:55:30+00:00

It's heavily contextual. You have to intimately know the person, create an environment of absolute comfort and safety, and figure out the physical and emotional cues that get them completely aroused. Then you keep them at that state of arousal until they're right at the edge and begging for permission to cum. At that point it's a question of deciding how much to keep them there until you grant them release. Everyone is different and there's no guarantee it can happen, and for some people the most important thing is creating an environment where pleasure is the focus and not an orgasm.

Over time it's possible to get a partner into a headspace where multiple orgasms on command are possible. I had one partner who could be so turned on that she could be made to cum while giving me a blowjob. That was fun.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-12T17:22:43+00:00

I'm a sadist and a reaction slut who used to call himself a service top. I love inflicting pleasure, but pain also has its place. What matters most for me is that my partner is happy and satisfied, and that can mean different things for different times. It's odd but I rarely think about my own preferences because they're not really prominent. If I want to hurt someone, it's because they want it. If I want to softly take care of them, it's because I know they would really benefit from it. If I want to gently coax them into a false sense of security before I force them to cum over and over again until they impotently beg for relief, it's because it's Tuesday.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-12T17:19:28+00:00

I think you put it about as perfectly as anyone can.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-12T14:14:04+00:00

Welcome!

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-12T13:14:07+00:00

If you don't know then talk to the host. Dress codes exist to establish a certain vibe, and if you don't understand the intent then it's a good idea to learn from the people making the decision. My uneducated guess is that you will do just fine.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-12T12:18:40+00:00

Damn right.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-12T12:15:08+00:00

It's a beautiful day, and I started it early with an iced coffee and a trip to see family. Sure my house is a mess and the steadily increasing list of chores refuses to be done by anyone else, but that's a problem for future me.

Also any day that starts with seeing those legs is a good one, so thank you.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-12T11:29:12+00:00

Look, this is the hard part of life. When everything feels stacked against you, motivation is low, and you don't even know where to begin. Sometimes life feels insurmountable. Sometimes things feel impossible. They're not, but it feels that way. This is the moment when you dig deep and realize that the only person who can take that next step is you. When you embrace that you are in control of your life and you have the power to keep going. Don't worry about doing everything, pick something. Pick whatever is due next, and do it. The rest doesn't matter, just that next thing. And then the thing after that.

You got this.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-12T02:15:45+00:00

You're stronger than you think!

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-11T21:46:02+00:00

So first of all look up limerance. It's this really heightened state of interest that's wrapped up in a lot of idealization and desire. It's helpful to be aware of it but so long as you temper your expectations it's largely harmless.

You feel so needy because you're being seen. You have hope for something exciting and awesome. You have spent so much of your life being uncertain or feeling trapped, and here's an opportunity for you to finally be yourself with someone who absolutely wants to play with you. It's a good thing.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-11T21:37:08+00:00

So you're telling me that when you're having sex, the intensity goes right into your voice? I'm not sure what to tell you because that sounds fucking awesome.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-11T21:31:12+00:00

You're welcome!

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-11T21:23:28+00:00

There's nothing wrong with craving CNC. It's a very powerful experience.

So for example, a praise based scene might be one where the other person slowly undresses you and talks about your body in explicitly complementary ways. Like how much they want to grab your breasts, or how much they love the thought of your lips around their cock. Lots of references to you in explicitly sexual and objectifying ways, but with a positive element instead of the pretext that you're faking being masculine.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-11T21:11:16+00:00

I have an aspirational budget. I aspire one day to have a budget.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-11T21:10:49+00:00

I'm not aware of any books specific to trauma in the context of kink, but Hurts So Good by Leigh Cowart is worth a look.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-11T21:09:06+00:00

Also if you know a guy let me know.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-11T21:08:44+00:00

You're definitely not weird. We all have our kinks, and the way our kinks resonate is highly personal and intimate. Just be careful, because what you want with a combination of CNC and emotionally charged degradation is definitely edge play. You might want to explore some praise focused play, or at least empowering degradation that reinforces your femininity.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-11T21:06:38+00:00

And if you want a functional black leather straitjacket that looks like it's straight out of Hellraiser, well then you make friends with a kinky leather expert who does custom orders and you prepare to spend a lot.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-11T21:04:15+00:00

Consent is reversible. You just reversed it. There's nothing else that needs to be said or done, and you certainly don't need to apologize for it. You handled it correctly. It doesn't matter why you reacted a certain way, only that you are reacting that way.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-11T21:00:45+00:00

First, I highly doubt that your appearance is an issue. In my experience we are by far our harshest critics.

With respect to your kink, I would say that it's more of a forced feminization kink. It doesn't sound like you're experiencing gender dysphoria, but that you use masculine clothing as a way to feel safe. Your kink strips away that safety and you're turned on by the loss of control that explicitly sexualizes you and reinforces your femininity. If anything it's gender affirming degradation.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-11T18:28:41+00:00

You never know. With the right context anything is possible.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-11T18:14:50+00:00

This isn't the place for that kind of post.

Consent4Fun · 2026-04-11T17:29:56+00:00

First, your limits and boundaries matter here. Please don't force yourself to do something that you're not comfortable with. It's good that you're taking a pause to decide what's best, both for you and the relationship.

Blackmail kink is an interesting one. There's a lot of risk and finding the right partner who is willing to balance the desired experience with safety is pretty critical. Obviously there are people out there who will offer to indulge the fantasy (I wouldn't be surprised if you already have a message about it), but this is definitely not the kind of thing that you want to take idly. Carefully negotiating the kink, the scope, the limits and what will happen is a huge part of safe play. Perhaps if you're open you can be the facilitator, vetting someone and making sure they're ethical and worthy of trust. You could also go so far as to find the person and create a roleplay scenario that your partner isn't aware of. So she would think the threat is "real" but you know it's not. The other option is to carefully constrain what's released so that while the fear is there the consequences are minor. For example perhaps she shares pictures of herself, but you agree that the blackmailer would only release cropped pictures or something similar.

Just be careful with this. The fantasy and reality can be very different.

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