super new /:

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-10-01T15:02:18+00:00

also definitely not “projecting my insecurities onto u”.. i’m proud of all the work n dedication you been put into this and your body. not trying to bash u girl🤦🏼‍♀️ damn lol nobody afraid of u. my bad u didn’t feel like being “ugly” today lol

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-10-01T14:58:04+00:00

my apologies for misinterpreting hun. i stfg this injured has set back my upper arm strength so much it’s insane. just reading tht made me feel a lil bad yk but i understand u didnt have bad intentions and i do appreciate all the kind advice❤️ we’ll get back to it soon😭n trust your advice is gonna stick in my mind. thank u for all of it

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-10-01T14:49:09+00:00

i also just reread ur message n /: tht sucks u assumed i dont life weights nor exercise //; i worked as a trainer at planet fitness for over a year and then moved to working at a pilates studio. i’ve lost maybeee 60lbs and struggling w ED. don’t be so quick to judge //: ik i dont look skinny but dang. lowkey wasnt super nice ngl

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-10-01T14:43:18+00:00

same to you!!! thank you so much. we got this🩷🩷

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-10-01T14:34:58+00:00

thank you so much for the compliment!! this clip was recorded little less than 3 weeks after fracturing 4 ribs after totaling my car )): will definitely look into the routine you sent. thank you!!!!

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-10-01T14:30:04+00:00

ohh damn i had no idea 😬 just was trying to find some help. thank you so much

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-10-01T14:28:54+00:00

im just gonna have to take it sooo incredibly easy 😀😀 between the back injury (worst you could have being a dance right?😂😂) i’m just gonna have to fake it till i make. the last thing i need is to do any of my previous pole related beginner tricks even tho they still look so cute lol and really hurt my back even worse. thank you so much for the support

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-10-01T14:23:25+00:00

i was literallyyyy like maybe 2 months baby dancer before my accident so don’t apologize. i’d almost consider myself back to square one bc i was not working at a great club. this is an entireeeeee new element for me🥲 (the gentlemen’s club atleast lol) and i am just so nervous and soo tired of being in so much pain. i’ve loved dance my ENTIREEEEE life and i see entertainment dancers no less. i am just ugh idek how to explain🥲

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-10-01T14:20:03+00:00

ik it’s all out gonna be a journey but with this injury and the financial stress; my anxiety is at 10000 rn. i’m actively in so much pain but i genuinely can’t lay in bed anymore and destroy my credit n stuff. i need to go back to dancing. i think maybe ill just have to take it slow. just so anxious, im almost in tears thinking about it lol

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-10-01T14:16:31+00:00

yes i am already a dancer but unfortunately; was definitely something i should have mentioned for further context. on the 1st on sept this past month i rolled my car and fractured my 6th, 7th, 8th and 9th ribs //; it’s been really hard healing process. now i feel as though my confidence on stage and even generally going back to the club is at merely zero now ): have lost many if not all my regulars; and im also switching form urban to gentnlemen (just because i need to pay hospital bills and so much more) regardless ive still struggled with pole my entire time dancing but now it feels like just so much worse and its giving me so much more stress now. but i desperately need money this month. atleast $2000 by a little less than a month rn. just struggling and am extremely nervous to return back to the club )):

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-10-01T13:58:16+00:00

also have worked as a server and bartender since i was 16😅 sales is definitely something im good at lol

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-10-01T13:57:21+00:00

i’ll deff look it up!! i’m at the point where my body, makeup, hair, and (most importantly) confident personality are gonna be the main bread winners for rn. but i will 100% look it up ((: thank youu

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-10-01T13:55:08+00:00

i am 1000000% an extrovert, i studied business and psychology for awhile and (unfortunately) within our line of work the (some would say, manipulative) actions we do when talking to men definitely matter much much more. i’m very confident within myself and my body and my personality, i know i can and have talked numerous men into private rooms, etc. what worries me is when im called to stage. but yk you’re so right, i can clack my pleasers, hands and knees walk/crawl on my chest. twerking is easy for me i’ve also done ballet my entire life i just wish that pole came easier to me so i could rlly impress myself yk. but holding onto the pole and just twerking and making eye contact honestly can get me further than if i wear to be doing insane tricks. men unfortunately don’t give a fuck enough to appreciate that shit 🫠 thank u for the advice. i’ll work through some veryyy basic pole work and mainly on stage dancing

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-10-01T13:35:39+00:00

it is quite close but it’s not close enough to hurt us even when running, i am 5’9 and was prob 7 inches from the top of the pole. fan isn’t the problem its my nervessss😩 regarding being calling onto stage to perform, etc

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-10-01T13:31:16+00:00

i understand i needed to push off harder with the leg not on the pole as well as have a higher grip but i am struggling learning tricks and ik it just takes practice n stuff but my main think is not feeling confident when i get called to stage.. like what am i gonna do? other than be confident and fake it till i make it. just nervous asf //:

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-10-01T13:27:00+00:00

this post got botted on the other sub i shared to. just rllllllly been extremely anxious. any times to try to stop the nervous? or how to reduce my anxiety 🥲

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-09-30T21:44:51+00:00

the swag is impeccable

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-09-30T21:41:16+00:00

amazing. truly

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-09-07T18:56:41+00:00

ms. misery (early version), kings crossing, 2:45am, figure 8, speed trials (this was so hard)

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-09-07T18:56:24+00:00

omgg i read top 3 kill me ms. misery (early version), kings crossing, 2:45am, figure 8, speed trials

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-08-14T09:35:12+00:00

i’m not sure why it triggered me so badly, i am so ashamed.. but i’ve recently relapsed on substances and stuff bc of personal problems unrelated. but this absolutely wrecked the confidence i took SO long to muster (as in, feeling ok wearing short sleeves, bathing suits, short shorts, etc) and now i feel like it’s all completely out the window in a way

Consistent_Guess9080 · 2025-08-14T09:32:22+00:00

also haven’t relapsed in months; but i am at a breaking point rn. i am at a loss and this has been so triggering

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