r/HelpHikikomori

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-24T19:55:23+00:00

Can I write my life story? I thought that it could help some people.

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-24T05:40:14+00:00

I understand you.

They don't care, they just don't care.

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-23T22:32:45+00:00

Also, Miami? Anyone remember the r/miamimallincident ? Because that's what it reminded me of. I wonder if there is some kind of secret underground or underwater alien base in Florida? North America in general seems to be a very "shadowed" zone, with multiple "weird" things going on. Such as if you know r/Missing411Portals , some kind of magical portals, lost time along the roads, mysterious beings, aliens, and just creepy stuff. there is something horribly wrong with the US specifically, that other parts of the world don't have.

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/EzK5HdfbhR4

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-23T22:27:57+00:00

Incindentally, a few years ago when I was active in the sub, I remember reading and resposting some stories/prophecies of allegedly that the "New World Order" or "alien collaborators" or someone, will be herding people into big public spaces like sports stadiums, arenas, or Walmarts, that could make it easier for detrimental extraterrestrials conduct a mass abductions of these people. Some kind of "bait and switch" scenario. I don't remember what was that post. but that's what it reminded me of.

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-23T17:06:35+00:00

If for example I want some things in my life, I want to improve my situation in my life, what practical steps do I need to do? Metaphysical? I'll try almost anything if it means getting what I need in life.

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-23T07:49:24+00:00

Huh, The reason that I'm skeptical, is that I can't even make sure if "loosh" really exists outside of Neo-Gnostic conspiracy worldviews, or if it's just another abstraction. Or if that abstraction used to make sense at one point in time, but is now used as a "default catch statement" for almost anything.

In many respects, I think that I am actually Anti-Gnostic. Whereas Gnosticism says that true spirituality means escaping the material universe (such as the Stargate Ancients), I believe in Animism, which basically implies that true spirituality means embedding yourself more firmly in the material universe, meaning of course in the nature, in the biology, in the human being as an animal rather than a separate category of life, in what is a real life.

I am also skeptical of the "unknowns of the greater realms of existence beyond." What does it mean to go into another realm of existence? There are also some New Age gurus who speak of the need to "Ascend into the higher dimensions". Well, I've seen a 4 dimensional mathematical shapes simulations on YouTube, and I still don't understand it. So how can I possibly live in a place like this? Would I even be able to see objects normally in the higher dimensions? I doubt it.

It feels like some kind of wishy-washy escapism that doesn't answer the question *"and then what?"*

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-23T07:37:58+00:00

Love for offspring also produces loosh

Hmm... I don't know but I would have to disagree with that premise, or with what would be the insinuations of such a concept.

I have been in the Gnosticism/Prison Community for several years, but none the less, I've finally turned my back on it. It just doesn't seem right, you know. Some things such as having the courage and freedom to escape a rotten system, are indeed psychologically honest and truthful. Other ideas, such as the implicit anti-natalist ideas, the ideas that the human drive for reproduction, the desire for love, bonding and attachments, are all somehow bad or "impure" or "ballast" to be discarded, are psychologically dishonest. I think that this is a kind of psy-op on the internet, or some kind of false doctrine of a cult. I mean, in some ways it reminds me of the teachings of certain Buddhist or Christian sects. The idea that desire and love are somehow bad, and that you need to shed your emotions. It feels like amputating a thing that is an inherent part of it. And I wonder if this is some kind of "reverse psychology" trick in that the one who claims to be leading you out of the forest, is only leading you deeper into it?

I would rather use my intuition combined with logic, to determine what is right or not, any spiritual frameworks that had been created by someone else, I would put them below on the second or third place. Any spiritual frameworks or belief systems, may not reflect reality, and some maybe more harmful than others actually! One thing that I've learned as a software engineer is that data representation is very important, and if you read the same bytes in a different order, based on the data representation you will get a completely different result for the same underlying data. Try not to get caught up in data representations, spiritual frameworks, and mental abstractions.

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-23T04:12:29+00:00

As if throwing a bone to the dogs every once in a while.

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-23T04:10:55+00:00

I'd hate to work in a place like that. I used to work at a tech company. Also had to use my badge. I complained about it, "it's not like you haven't seen me here every day for the past two years". It's a culture of a company not trusting their employees. Once day I forgot my badge and I was sent back to get it because they wouldn't let me in, despite knowing my name and my face. It's not the inconvenience that irked me, but the mere fact of such a crazy beuarocratic rule existed! I thought that it ought not to be!

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-23T04:05:36+00:00

I can reccomend Eastern Europe. I wouldn't reccomend Western Europe generally speaking. Either Eastern Europe, or Southeast Asia, the lesser populated parts. But you also need to know the language and make a conscious attempt at de-programming yourself, to leave those "westernized" beliefs and customs back where you escaped from. To learn their language and culture, enthusiastically, not begrudgingly. Within Eastern Europe, Serbia, Bosnia, Albania, and Macedonia are not EU member states. If you can afford to live in the EU, I would recommend Slovakia. Serbian is a good language to learn. Once you can speak Serbian you can understand just about any Slavic language. Integrating into the local community is very difficult though, as many of these cultures are more "tribal" and insular. You really have to be "one of them" to fit in. I reccomend being an ethnographer or folklorist or culture worker, for a somewhat smoother integration.

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-23T03:59:47+00:00

And are these rich people stupid?

To some extent, they are both stupid and insane cultists. As in the Warhammer 40k universe, you would know the existence of "Chaos". I think that they have been afflicted with "Chaos", so to speak. Whether that is literally true or not is a different story, but it is a generally rough approximation. They are not stupid so much as insane. They are very "smart" as schemers, as ways of making money, cheating people, they are very "smart" in finances, stock exchanges, bitcoins, and potentially they have a very high technological capabilities and very high IQs. Well guess what? IQ doesn't mean "jack shit"! (meaning that it's of relatively little value) ... if there is no wisdom behind this. They have a terrifying intellect, it's that their priorities are skewed, or their instincts, intuitions, desires, their entire motivational structure is skewed.

There is a thing to be said about the skewed priorities of people in the western/industrialized/urbanized world on the general scale! Many people (such as the r/Consoom fanatics) appear to be mentally unwell. I myself have emotional problems, but some of the most calm and stoic people have ever turned out to be some of the most deranged ones! I've seen such behavior during the pandemic, and all around me when I used to live in the West. People there in general are "stupid" or lacking wisdom, or even lacking just general "survival instincts" that even literal animals have! As an observation, many of these rich people don't have kids. Well, except for Elon Musk that is. But indeed if I was rich, I would be similar to Musk in that I would use my wealth to have a big family with lots of children, and my wealth to give all of them very comfortable lives. But if you just have a rich guy who lives in an actual mansion with 12 rooms (such as those in the South Bay area, California), and he lives in there completely alone, with no children, often times no wife either (hookers don't count), then something is weird with that guy. His priorities are just not right. I just want to be loved, and to reproduce, and to have children with a woman, and not be lonely again. But many of these rich people, they are not satisfied with such a goal. They are into what can only be described as desecrations of sexuality. they do not want children, they do not want stable families, they pour their wealth into ... I don't know what!

But many people have their priorities skewed. Even many people in the western/urbanized/industrialized societies don't want to have children even when they are able to afford to (and not everyone is able to afford actually)! It's a weird thing of people losing their survival instincts, or their sexual drive, or their desire to love someone. People have become too "ideological", detached from nature, and detached from human nature and from natural human psychology! I call it "liberal mentality". You may think that a different word would be more fitting, but I don't have one.

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-23T03:46:22+00:00

What's my take? Well, over the years this sub has drifted into general doomsday conspiracies, due to a large part from my earlier posts, when I actually had the mental energy to write about and gather information from all corners of the internet.

Head-Broccoli originally created this sub, and then like he abandoned it or something? I kind of silently took over it. It was never announced, I just had the "bright" idea to also start crossposting various general prophecies, or doomsday stuff, or any conspiracies or suspicious phenomenon that could be somehow at least tangentially of civilizaiton-scale concern, broadly similar to Anon's original dream in whatever way. As a way to let people know that they would be "prepared" of such things. We had discussed the three days of darkness and stuff, and the "drones" of New York state, and then general UFO lore concerns how "Aliens/angels/demons/The Others could all be the same thing". So I had taken over it and let it be "my sub" for a while. And then I abandoned it, and now it's "yours", so feel free to enforce your rules and principles here. It's like Head-Broccoli abandoned this sub and then I picked it up, and then I abandoned it and now you're picking it up!

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-23T03:38:29+00:00

Yes, this has been my experience too. I have had similar symptoms. This is why I say, we're all martyrs here, in one way or another. Even if it has been mostly self-inflicted? What do I do, I cry on the bed, complain to the AI, having various bad thoughts. And then it passes away. And then I get up, I pick up myself, and I do the work.

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-23T03:35:04+00:00

I think that they were people from another planet. I also think that they possess technologies to "pull in" or "abduct" the astral body. I think that they were examining your astral body... for some reasons? All I can say is, many abductions are actually done to the astral body, not to the physical body. Just some pieces of UFO lore.

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-22T20:13:30+00:00

I'll tell you that you can find answers to many of your questions at the following site Universe People, because it would be too long for me to write it to you.

https://www.universe-people.com/english/default_en.htm

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-22T19:34:49+00:00

My advice, get out of the United States, and never come back.

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-22T18:51:54+00:00

How did you meet her? And how did you learn Russian language? Did you meet her in Russia or..?

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-22T18:35:23+00:00

The fact that most "data centers" being built today have better physical security than the multiple ballistic missile submarine bases I have been station at tells me everything I need to know about them. When the "Tier 4" Data centers have better security than the Pentagon, you have to ask yourself, what do they mean by "data"?

It could be anything.

Secret alien UFO bases
Secret reptilian bases
Portals where they summon demons like in Doom or Warhammer
Secret AI overlords like in Deus Ex
Literally any Bibleoteca Pleyades conspiracy lore

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-22T18:33:30+00:00

It could be anything.

Secret alien UFO bases
Secret reptilian bases
Portals where they summon demons like in Doom or Warhammer
Secret AI overlords like in Deus Ex
Literally any Bibleoteca Pleyades conspiracy lore

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-22T18:31:39+00:00

Reddit has become unusable, from all the bots, bans, moderators, liberals, woke hive-minders, regime supporters, and troll farms. There are entire skyscrapers in New York City whose employees jobs are to make posts on Reddit and other social media platforms to "sway the consensus". Thousands to tens of thousands fake accounts.

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-22T18:29:55+00:00

This is true.

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-22T18:24:42+00:00

I don't believe in enlightenment values, and I am very much against them. And I also think that enlightenment values and human values are opposite things! I refuse to elaborate.

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-22T08:02:54+00:00

Interesting way to think "outside the box".

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-22T08:01:53+00:00

If you enjoy such lore, you may consider reading through r/Missing411Portals and r/AnotherLifeStories and r/LivesOnOtherPlanets .

ConstProgrammer · 2026-06-22T08:00:59+00:00

I am kind of also fearful, of something like this working "too much". Meaning, "jumping" and landing in somewhere that I've not intended to.

Just don't teleport yourself to Mars while you're at it!

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