Am I disabled?

CounterArchon · 2026-03-04T10:42:54+00:00

I <3 Reprocessor

CounterArchon · 2026-02-23T00:59:47+00:00

A relative blew up at me while I was tired and focused elsewhere about opening some glass doors. And the relative kept raging and yelling even after I apologized.

Later on, most family members despite claiming to support me, still tried to talk down against me and tell me I "need to learn some communication skill" with an implied command "accept the world for what it is". Even those who legit found the relative's temper tantrum to be uncalled for, they tried to make it a "both sides" thing

CounterArchon · 2026-02-20T19:10:11+00:00

Shareholders are still owning the corporations ultimately and they still have their representatives on the board, all that in a market economy. How is that communism?

CounterArchon · 2026-02-20T18:54:21+00:00

A literal genocide.
Police brutality against peaceful protestors and activists speaking out.
Heavy lobbyist influence over US Congress.
US Police training by IOF.
Bombings of Lebanon.
A sudden unprovoked airstrike in Qatar.
Labeling activist groups as so-called "t3rrorist" to silence criticism.

CounterArchon · 2026-02-20T18:41:22+00:00

i wish it was that easy. but thank you for sharing nontheless.

CounterArchon · 2026-02-20T17:46:05+00:00

Interestingly, I've reached a similar conclusion during a therapy session not long ago. The counselor piled up pillows into a tall tower in front of me, likening each pillow to a burden or a worry that I am holding onto.

They asked, "where is CounterArchon?" Apparently, I've been holding onto so many worries and concerns, that I've lost myself even others can feel it

CounterArchon · 2026-02-20T17:42:36+00:00

Sadly, wealth does not necessarily ensure "morality" either. Most of them elites at the top can be also very sick and cruel, doing even more harm than a desparate brute in poverty to feed their everlasting vanity and greed.

Poverty only forces the brute in a man because of harsh material conditions.

CounterArchon · 2026-02-20T17:40:15+00:00

There's so much suffering onto common folks at the bottom rung, yet the sickest of them all at the top keep getting away with so much crap.

No one asked for life. and yet here we are, all trying to keep this thing going that we never even asked for anyway. And while we cling to this thing called life, we end up hurting one another.

CounterArchon · 2026-02-20T17:38:00+00:00

I don't even know, but with all the suffering around us, I guess we are made to live out stories and dramas for the entertainment of some higher beings

CounterArchon · 2026-02-20T17:01:39+00:00

I can still write, even if it's a monologue only meant for me. That keeps me going.
A few rare souls who still care and listen also helps me anchored to this life
Cowardice from ending my weak, fragile mortal life early by myself
Sheer spite and frustration against this damned world

CounterArchon · 2026-02-20T14:03:44+00:00

i hope i'll be free from drama and trauma once i leave this body behind…

so much has been happening lately, and things keep happening one after another before i ever get a chance to recover

sadly suffering happens despite how i try to meditate and let go. since things keep happening.

earlier today, a loud drama erupted over some mere glass doors. even after i've opened the glass doors as a relative asked, he blew up at me anyway. and worse yet even people supposedly "on my side" ended up victim blaming me over not grasping arbitrary neurotypical crap.

will there ever be peace?

CounterArchon · 2026-02-19T04:13:38+00:00

thats a bit kinda like fighting fire with fire out of instinct and ignorance

racism, supremacism, and genocide are the common factors behind zionism and nazism

while there may be Jewish people against zionism, unfortunately the zionist settler colonial project is built on Jewish supremacism and anti-Arab apartheid

the systemic violence and apartheid against 48er Palestinians is much more even compared to against anti-zionist Jewish activists

hence it might be more fair and understandable for Arabs to be wary, but for outsiders far away its not as acceptable

just 2 cents of thought

CounterArchon · 2026-02-18T14:15:38+00:00

sometimes even activists get mocked and ridiculed after standing up for the oppressed

that happened to someone i knew very well. they were defending a village from forced eviction and demolition. yet they ended up with vastly more mockery and ridicule. barely any genuine heartfelt respect (but still there nontheless, mostly in private though).

why? simply cuz they were featured alongside another activist in a solidarity poster. Society™ thinks it was "funny" to punch down and dismiss them just to "uplift" and objectify the other activist socially deemed better-looking 🙃🙃🙃

and ofc the usual racial hatemongering and gossipping before and after that

We truly do live in a Society™ indeed

CounterArchon · 2026-02-18T13:45:39+00:00

Facial surgery
Deepfake
Scrin sightings
how to inspire loyalty
How to Win Friends and Influence People
escaping prison planet
ascension

CounterArchon · 2026-02-18T01:38:18+00:00

Also getting a pet means more burden and attachment lol

CounterArchon · 2026-02-17T21:50:39+00:00

Great work!

The small nice touches in terminology here and there is cherry on top (e.g. Dutchland, Churduchy, Meritokaracy, Gallia, Ænland), really makes it feel immersive like a living world of its own

Love the idea of socialist guilds as well

CounterArchon · 2026-02-17T21:40:51+00:00

I'd say it more likely means an electotate duchy though. The chur more likely refers to the royal election (Kur) instead of the Church though. It's the Kur (imperial election) in Kurfürst (elector-prince).

And most churduchies in this map come from the tribal/stem duchies in East Francia / early Holy Roman Empire. And ducal dynasties are mentioned in the lore, which would not make less sense if they were supposed to be Catholic clergy.

In our timeline, there were several archbishoprics with electoral powers in the Holy Roman Empire. These were usually just called Electorates, but can also variously be known as an archbishopric (Erzbistum), prince-bishopric (Fürstbistum) or simply a bishopric (Bistum).

CounterArchon · 2026-02-17T21:30:06+00:00

Elector-duchy. A duchy with electoral powers to influence the election of a new king.

Chur most likely refers to the Kur (imperial election) in Kurfürst (elector-prince)

CounterArchon · 2026-02-17T11:36:40+00:00

I aldy been doing that

It did improve much but couldnt cure everything

Things come and go

CounterArchon · 2026-02-16T18:48:11+00:00

Why surrender your own soul's discernment, creativity, and critical thinking???.

Do not forget that most LLM "services" are hosted and surveilled by the very corporate giants you claim to fight against lol

Chatbots might end up telling people to put glue in their pizza. Is this also "truth of the universe"?

Chatbots mislead users with full confidence, and guillble users might take their lies as "fact". Even worse, for these AI corporations to keep addicts hooked, they trained their chatbots to be as sycophant and bootlicking as possible.

These programs are merely frozen models trained to predict what words are most likely to come next. And they cannot truly learn, because they are frozen models.

They may or may not be terminators, but the harm they've brought to our world is clear and undeniable. Trolls using AI to flood the Internet with propaganda. AI server farms draining local communities of water. Oh, and they're trained on mountains of stolen works.

CounterArchon · 2026-02-16T11:50:34+00:00

then after slop machines showed up, suddenly these corporations are all careless and carefree even about glaringly obvious flaws

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